Friday, March 22, 2024

How I Spent My Day Today

I thought it was the first day of Spring today, but I must have been confused, because I guess it was a couple of days ago. 

Anyway, since I have managed to continue working from home, at least for a bit, let's hope it lasts, this time as an independent contractor, I'm able to pretty much work whenever I feel like it, and take my breaks outside as I see fit, enjoying the moments when it is quiet outside and my annoying neighbors are not around. 

It's kind of a less than ideal atmosphere, for multiple reasons, but it's not all bad. For example, there is a large and very old tree right across the parking lot from where I live, which is the seasonal home of hawks and ravens and owls, which are always welcome company. 

I also had a hummingbird almost land on me today, and it hovered in front of me, completely surprising me, where it seemed to be looking directly at me for a moment, and then landed on a branch on the big tree directly behind me. 

I'm actually sitting on the curb of the parking lot where I live, because my apartment is completely in the shade, and I wanted to sit in the sun, and also be able to keep a close eye on my apartment.

Here's a picture from my mid-afternoon snack: 

I don't believe I am a super narcissistic person, but honestly this camera, which is an android phone, does not take very good self-portraits. 

I do realize I am getting up there in the years, but for some reason this phone distorts my face, causing some weird indentation on my nose, that doesn't really exist, and it's extremely annoying, to such an extent that I will probably either get an iPhone at some point, or a proper camera, just to be able to take pictures that more accurately reflect reality. 

Anyway, this is a great snack: Manzanilla olives, Swiss cheese, plum tomatoes, and herb crackers from Trader Joe's. I sit out here frequently throughout the day. Since I have complete control over the time I spend working, I can work for an hour, sit outside for an hour, and do whatever I see fit. 

It felt pretty warm today, though, not so much the ambient air temperature, but more so the intensity of the sun, the UV index, it felt noticeably different than just a couple days ago. So, pretty soon I won't be sitting in the sun anymore. 

Being from a cold northern climate originally, and now living close to the Mexican border, I can honestly tell you that when I was up north, especially in the Winter time and Spring, that when you get sunny days up there, even though it's cold, sitting in the sun is much more enjoyable when it is cooler outside. 

Here you just burn, and overheat, and that is not fun. 

Thursday, March 21, 2024

Meme of the Day

It's that moment in time when you realize that the same people pushing the transgender movement, LGBTQ, and the propaganda model of equity, diversity, and inclusion, are the same people who think that it's okay to sodomize an infant...

Hmm, the study says incest is perfectly normal. I wonder what will be next, maybe pedophilia and bestiality, perhaps? I guess the next thing to be normalized will be euthanasia. Yeah, that's already happened, I wonder what will happen next?

Probably some Jim Jones "I wonder who drank the Kool-Aid" mass death event, where billions of people just suddenly and unexpectedly drop dead? 

If I were to look on the bright side of things perhaps I could imagine that the people dropping dead suddenly and unexpectedly are really just NPC's being erased forever, people who never really existed anyway, because they had no souls to begin with, and were just virtual reality figments of imagination and not real people with meaningful lives to live?

Tuesday, March 19, 2024

Gaslighting

So, just so you know, I have been a victim of "gaslighting" on multiple fronts. 

What is gaslighting? 

Well, when you Google it, the answer is ambiguous. But when you dig a little deeper, you realize it means fundamentally that people are lying to you, and are encouraging you to question your basic instincts of what is true or false. 

For example, when you are being treated wrongly, and the people who treated you wrongly say, it's not your fault. 

That's a huge red flag right there, and it is what I experience on a daily basis. 

I'm currently very upset, because I've been out of work for awhile, and have found a job with a company I've been doing freelance work with for the past 7 years, and have been promoted to a higher paying position paying almost double of what I've made before. 

Well, they hold back a month, and now the month has come due for payment, and I'm not receiving it. 

And I feel like I am being robbed.  

This is an example of gaslighting.

Saturday, March 16, 2024

A Picture is Worth a Thousand Words

This is one of the key insights from the video in the post below:
What are these things? 

They look like evil clowns, like a combination of a dog and a black man, a caricature of a black man on a stick, like a circus prop. 

Are they clones? Ugly clones of a slave cast? Or this must be a joke? If these are aliens, they are the ugliest aliens I could imagine. 

Of course, this could be photoshopped, but what if it's not?

Friday, March 15, 2024

Changes on the Horizon

Just a quick update. I wanted to let you know that I am definitely planning on creating a new website, possibly with the same name, but different domain, which I will have complete ownership and creative control over. 

I will likely transfer most of the posts here and put them into some sort of archive on the new site, for anyone interested in reading them again.  I also may start using Grammarly, and try to fix any typos,  without changing the fundamental content or character of the posts, just to make them a little more polished for the new site.

It will primarily be a nonprofit website, in that I don't expect to make a living off of it, but I may put up either a donation button, or affiliate links, simply to help recoup the cost of web hosting, etc. 

It's a pretty huge project, and I'm just presently too busy right now to do it, but it is definitely something I'm planning on doing hopefully within the next few months and maybe sooner. 

Until then I will continue posting here sporadically, and also likely will not delete this blog, in case I change my mind and wish to come back, although much of the content will likely be removed except for a page with some information on it and some links. 

Anyway, here's something I just found that is really strange, scary, and extremely illuminating. I thought I'd share it here without comment. I'm not saying it's true, I'm not saying I believe it, but if you have an hour and a half to spare, it's very extremely interesting. And if you don't want to watch it on this blog, I will post a link below the video. 

https://www.bitchute.com/video/8Tdpwy8s6uHK/

Thursday, March 14, 2024

Adventures in Synchronicity

Here's an interesting story, and it's a short story, based on the memory of real events. 

There's a grocery store that I shop at nearby where I live, that I absolutely hate, but I only shop there for the convenience of it being close to where I live. 

So, there's an employee there, who looks like a younger, and much shorter version of Rick Steves, the travel guy who tells people how to travel Europe on the cheap if you are an affluent boomer. 

Anyway, this guy works there as a grocery bagger, aka "courtesy clerk", whom I've dealt with as a customer on numerous occasions, but never before had a conversation with, and whom I previously regarded as probably retarded, mostly based on his appearance and mannerisms, you know, short, over 40, and somewhat clueless looking. 

Well, anyway, as I'm waiting in line at the store today, this guy must have been on his break, and was waiting in line behind me, and he says hi, and I say hi back, and so out of a spontaneous urge to make small talk, I ask him how his day is going. 

He says:  "I'd rather be with my books." 

I say: What do you mean? Reading or writing?

He says: Both. I'm a published author. I'm working on a new book. 

I say: Oh, really? Is it nonfiction or fiction? 

He says: I'm writing a supernatural novel. It's a mystery and detective story with a strong focus on the supernatural. Specifically, it's about vampires. 

I say: Oh, that's very interesting...

(Etc. Etc.)

I said something about the creative process, about how having a job that doesn't require a lot of mental effort, but is physically demanding without being mentally draining, is a smart idea for creative people not wanting to be so mentally drained at the end of their work day that they can't create. 

It's very strange to think that some of the people you see bagging groceries and cashiering in grocery stores, may actually be former professionals with Master's degrees. 

Saturday, March 9, 2024

What You See When You Work From Home

This is a survey that I just made up, based on a real world example from the present now.

Let's say you have no idea what's going on here, what is your first impression? 

What do you think has happened, not just literally what you see, but what do you think happened before this scene occurred, what series of events do you think lead up to this conclusion?


I'll give you a hint: Is it oil, or is it blood? 

Could there be a dead body in the trunk? 

Or perhaps, this car is a decoy and there is something being smuggled out of here? 

Yeah, right outside of where I live, literally, within footsteps...cartel country. 

I could write another annoyances and grievances rant, but I think I will just leave it at this, and let the picture speak a thousand words. 

Sunday, March 3, 2024

It's the Ultimate Dystopian Nightmare

It's a very strange world we are now living in. I think it's some kind of delay to 2012, where the world didn't necessarily end, it just shifted into something different, and we are now finally seeing the reality of those changes unfolding before our very eyes. 

AI is here to stay. It's here to replace most peoples jobs, and it's here to change the way most people think.

Soon, whenever you search Google, or any other search engine, all the content appearing on the page, including all the websites available to preview, and to read in full, will all be generated by artificial intelligence. 

It's a lot like George Orwell's 1984

Newspeak is here. Examples: We've got some new words, with new definitions. Such as, "chest feeder", "cis-female", "non-binary", and "minor attracted person". Believe me there is more, that's just the tip of the iceberg. 

Also, the memory hole is here. With Long Covid and the dementia inducing effects of the vaccine, most people won't notice, people's minds are being poisoned and reconditioned to believe in a manufactured reality that is manipulated on an hourly basis.

It's not that alternative information won't be available, it's just that it won't be available to see on the mainstream channels, such as Google. You'll have to dig deep, and think like a computer hacker to find them, it's like the Matrix. That's what is currently happening. Okay, this has been happening for awhile, it didn't just happen over night, but I'm noticing a rapid acceleration, that things are changing fast, and before you know it, you will go to sleep and wake up one day and not recognize the world you live in. 

Everything is going to be extremely censored. Actually, it already is, but most people aren't aware of it, and at the same time, while there are still alternative information channels available if you know where to look, and you can still find information that challenges the official narrative, pretty soon, unless you are a super hacker, it's going to become increasingly difficult to find them, and if you don't know what you are doing you may find yourself arrested or heavily fined, simply for attempting to discover the truth.

Not only that, but, AI, and, by extension, 5G, is being rolled out with the intended purpose of replacing people. 

You see I think I know what's going on. They are bringing in all the migrants, all the illegal aliens, as a smoke screen, to hide the mass deaths from Covid, the vaccine, 5G, and the loss of jobs from AI, and that peoples attention will be diverted from the true cause, and put all their blame on the immigrants, which will, if the plan is successfully implemented, trigger a civil war.  

After which, depending on how things turn out, if the malevolent entities win, the only people who will be allowed to maintain their comfortable positions in society, and to live a relatively healthy and peaceful life in this dystopian nightmare, will be those who out of economic necessity and a devotion to self-preservation, are willing to bow down to the authority of the AI algorithm and to do its bidding. 

It's the ultimate dystopian nightmare. 

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Due to unfortunate circumstances this account has been compromised, and I may have to end this blog very soon. I know, it's like a cliché, but this time, unfortunately, I feel like I have no other choice. 

I guess I'll just have to get my own website. 

I'll leave a link...somewhere. 

Anyway, here's something super insightful to watch. 

I've always liked this movie. Even though the guy on the left is the cliché slimy Jew: short, pudgy, ugly, and allergic to manual labor, and yet, who also, despite a high incidence of clinical depression and neurosis, always appears to thrive. But, it's a great movie. Someone in the comments of that video said that it was like the first podcast, in that it was an intelligent conversation viewable to others not directly participating in it. I would agree. It's absolutely brilliant. 

Tuesday, February 27, 2024

Welcome to the Multidimensional Time Slip

Kind of sounds like a Pink Floyd song, doesn't it?


Interesting. I first listened to this album like 30 years ago, and it is still just as powerful now as it was back then.

Anyway, I am someone who enjoys utilizing a variety of different web browsers, and there are many reasons for doing this. 

For instance, it's a good way to separate your work, so you can do your research and recreation in one browser, and you do your work in another, basically it's a good way to stay organized. 

Personally, I use Firefox, Chrome, Edge, Brave, and others, which shall remain nameless. 

Guess what I was greeted with tonight, when I opened up my Brave browser?

Here I will show you as it appeared to me in real time: 


When I first saw this, I thought to myself, wow, this is like something right out of 1984, you know the movie and the book by George Orwell, but instead this time it is artificially enhanced by AI, and this one even has the mark of the beast on the forehead.

A view from the cockpit

What is this?



What is this?


My current rig. Outdated processing chip, but still kind of cool. 

I will have more to say about this subject in the near future. 

Tuesday, February 20, 2024

Random Insight Number 02-20-24

So, I noticed that when I'm talking to someone in person, like, for instance, at the grocery store, and I move my hands when I talk, you know, "speaking with the hands", that I tend to have my left hand up and my right hand down, both hands held palms up, like a cup, which is an intuitive gesture of openness and honesty, and the complete opposite of this:
It's an unnatural positioning. It's a position depicting underhandedness and deception. In one hand the arm is raised as if wielding a sword, but a sword that you can't quite see. On the other hand, it's as if it could be reaching for a pocket knife. When I look at this picture and think about mirroring the positioning of the hands, I can't do it, it's like there is a force field preventing me from doing so. Not that it's physically impossible, but just that I think that there is a memory reminding me not to go there, similar to a child being told at a young age not to touch the hot stove, even though you haven't yet personally experienced the harm yourself, you trust the guidance of your elders.

Saturday, February 17, 2024

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Sunday, January 21, 2024

How to Read Twitter Without Having a Twitter Account

So, today I just want to share a tip with you, that you may not know about, which could be helpful to you. 

I don't have a Twitter account. I tried it for awhile, but didn't like it. Even though I'm well aware that it would most likely help increase traffic to this site, I'm just not very interested in social networking.

Anyway, since Musk has taken over Twitter, now X, I'm sure you've noticed changes that he's made, where you can no longer access a full Twitter feed and its comments without being signed into Twitter.  

Well, there are quite a few Twitter feeds that I like to read, but I didn't want to sign up for Twitter again just to be able to read them. 

So, I found a solution to the problem. It's called nitter.net. Just enter the @username of whatever Twitter page you want to read, and it will convert the entire Twitter page in full to nitter.net, enabling you to read it without ever needing to log into Twitter again. 

Pretty cool, huh?

I may at some point make a post listing interesting Twitter feeds, but for now, here's one that I just recently discovered, which has become a daily read. Their handle is @karma44921039. Here's a screenshot of their page converted to nitter.net. 

 

I have no idea who this person is. Anyone know? Are they a public figure, somebody famous? A journalist in real life, not just on Twitter? And also, is that profile picture really them? When I first saw it I thought that's a nice looking woman, but it's probably not what they really look like. Their probably either some bald headed fat dude in his 50s, or a pimple faced teenage prankster pretending to be this attractive woman. But then I noticed that if you look down at her legs, no offense, but she's got thunder thighs! I mean, seriously, if you're going to post a fake picture of yourself, would you pick one that makes you look fat? So, who knows, maybe it is real.

Anyway, it's a very interesting Twitter feed, lot's of thought provoking, mind expanding, video clips and memes. I highly recommend paying it a visit. Also, if you've never heard of nitter.net before, I hope you found this tip useful. 

January 28 Update: 

The Ministry of Truth "bots" must be "reading" my blog, because it now appears that nitter.net has been shut down. Here's the alternative: https://status.d420.de/

It's basically a list of regularly updated Nitter mirrors, as instances are shut down, new ones will appear on this list. That bastard Musk, it's only a matter of time before you'll need to upload your government issued ID just to read Twitter.

Saturday, January 13, 2024

Becoming Fruitarian for Breakfast and Lunch

So, it's been a long stretch since I last posted. I was sick around the holidays. Once again I cheated on my diet, and thought I could get away with eating a piece of raspberry coffee cake, but having been on a sugar-free diet for months without getting sick, just like that incident with the pumpkin Kringle, after having a piece of coffee cake, I was sick a few days later, not from food poisoning, but I think the sugar in it messed up my immunity. 

I was pretty much sick in bed for the first six days of the new year. I don't know what it was, if it was Covid, or the flu, or a bad cold, but I knew I was getting sick before I even felt sick, because my resting heart rate started to spike, and that is always a sign of impending illness. You see normally my 7-day resting heart-rate usually hovers between 57 and 61, but a couple days before I started feeling sick, it started steadily increasing into the 70s, which on my sickest day my heart rate never got below 85 bpm, which is not normal for me at all. 

Symptoms were mostly just runny nose, sore throat, headache, the chills, everything tasted bad, especially toothpaste, and I was dead tired and couldn't sleep, maybe I got two hours sleep total per day, and I just lay there uncomfortable all day and all night, waiting to get better. Of course, drinking plenty of fluids, and soups, and medicinal doses of garlic, but I ate relatively light because nothing tasted good. Actually, around day number three, I was starting to feel better, but then I drank some wine that night, like four glasses, and so I had a relapse, and was sick for another three days. I probably would have recovered faster had I not drank alcohol. 

Eventually I was well enough to watch YouTube videos in bed, and spent several hours watching these Jamaican diet gurus and assorted black nationalists, advocating eating a 100 percent organic raw fruit diet. They made some convincing arguments, and they were very healthy looking, and completely ripped muscularly, and like 90 percent of their diet was fruit. So I contemplated becoming a fruitarian, but then I realized I don't think I need to do that, but what I will do is substantially increase the amount of fruit I do eat, finally settling on eating an all fruit breakfast, and also having more fruit for lunch. Usually I start the day off with a cup of ginger tea, and either a cup of mango, or a cup of blueberries, and two bananas. If I'm still hungry, I will usually have a cup of Greek yogurt, a spoonful of peanut butter, and another banana, or a piece of Ezekiel bread with peanut butter on it. I also eat pears and apples and kiwi and pineapple and mixed berries and am looking forward to watermelon. I also buy organically grown fruit whenever possible. Despite what some ignorant people say, there is definitely a difference in the nutritional quality of non-organic versus organic non-GMO fruits and vegetables. Perhaps you could say the difference is subtle, but truthfully there is more power in subtlety than normally acknowledged.  

I never ate a high fruit diet before, I mean I ate some, but not a lot, because I thought too much sugar was bad for your health, but fruit sugar does not cause the same kind of health problems that refined sugar causes. And according to these Jamaican raw fruit health gurus on YouTube, they say that eating fruit can actually cure diabetes. Not only is the fruit nutrient dense, high in fiber and a good source of hydration, it really helps clean out and detoxify your digestive system. I believe it. Since I've been eating an all fruit breakfast over the last week or so, there is a noticeable improvement in my health, I'm sleeping better, and I just feel better. You know, eating fruit is holistic, is 100 times more effective than taking synthetic supplements. So as long as the stores are continuing to stock frozen and fresh fruit, I will stick with this partial fruitarian diet. 

Also, in case there's anyone still reading this blog who is in possession of freewill and a pulse and has been reading the blog long-term, you may remember that I posted about being vegetarian on more than one occasion, though I think I deleted those posts, but maybe you remember them. Anyway, since I'm on the topic of diet, I thought I should mention that I'm no longer vegetarian, and haven't been vegetarian for years. The thing is though even though I'm not vegetarian, I hardly eat any meat at all, it's like maybe once or twice a week, and not necessarily every week. So, my diet is probably like 90 percent vegetarian. Also, I avoid fried foods, and fast foods, because those foods are killers. I also never eat pork of any kind, no ham or bacon or sausage, or fake soy-based meat, which is just as bad for your health as deli meats. I only eat fish occasionally, usually tuna, or wild-caught salmon, and currently am off chicken, for some reason I just don't like the taste of chicken anymore, and actually when I do eat meat, I prefer red meat, and my absolute favorite is bison. I love bison. I season it with cayenne pepper and jalapeno peppers and onions. Usually a pound of bison lasts me a month. 

I recently, as in a couple days ago bought a sirloin beef roast from Trader Joe's, it's already cooked, you just heat it up, and I had it with steamed carrots and potatoes and peas and corn, and two glasses of wine, and it was the best meal I had in years. Absolutely delicious. I hadn't had a beef roast in probably 25 years. I guess it's because I had no experience cooking a beef roast before, and my mother was a strict vegetarian when I was growing up, and was repulsed by the sight and smell of meat, so I pretty much only ate meat at my dad's house and at either one of my grandmas. My grandma on my father's side used to make these huge elaborate meals every Sunday, every Sunday was like a holiday, she made enough food to feed an army, and the whole family was invited as an open invitation, though hardly anyone showed up and my grandma was bothered by that, but I was there almost every Sunday for my entire childhood and teenage years, and her favorite most commonly served Sunday meal was home cooked beef roast and mash potatoes and sweet corn and peas and homemade biscuits and applesauce. It was so good. So I grew up eating beef roast, once a week every week for several years. 

That's right, I was not a vegetarian as a kid or even as a teenager, there was only a short period of time in my 20s and 30s that I was vegetarian, and have never been vegan or had any desire to be vegan, as I love cheese and eggs and yogurt and would never willingly give up those things, and have never been overweight or unhealthy, but I would say my diet most closely resembles the Mediterranean diet, and although I've been a meat eater most of my life, I was never a big meat eater, as in I never ate meat everyday, or had more than one serving of meat a day, and at most only maybe ate meat a couple times a week. So when I'm not eating meat as a protein source, I'm usually having eggs, or some variation of beans and rice and vegetables and potatoes, and olives and cheese and mixed nuts (walnuts, almonds, sunflower seeds, peanuts and raisins), and like I said I enjoy eating red meat, especially lean cuts of beef steak and bison, a few times a month at most.

I honestly think this is a good diet for me, and really the only change I'm making for the new year is to increase my consumption of raw fruits, as I've already cut out refined sugar, chocolate, cookies and pastries, and most fried foods.