Crazy Eyes

I don't know if this picture above is AI generated or not, but you must admit there is something off about his appearance, those are some crazy looking eyes. 

I absolutely hate AI generated images. 

Truly, I hate it. It's so fake. It's like what a comic strip cartoon would look like if it was generated by a robot operating on autopilot with no mind of its own. The programmers created a template, a template invented by pathological liars, and the machine is just following orders, and when you ask it to be creative, it hallucinates. Which means it just makes stuff up, stuff that sounds good, is grammatically correct, and if you didn't fact check it you'd think it was written by a peer reviewed scientist, but instead it was just made up nonsense, propaganda generated to make you confused and misinformed. 

Anyway, I've been watching a lot of YouTube, every night, even though I have other channels to watch, I've been watching YouTube almost exclusively for months. And what I've noticed is that pretty much the majority of channels I watch show signs of being manipulated by AI.

Skateboarding videos. Backpacking videos. Bicycle touring videos. People living on sailboat videos. People living alone in the woods and building log cabins and living off the grid videos. People working at stores and video taping the experience and then suddenly becoming successful and earning a full-time income from being a social media personality videos. 

It's not that the scenery is fake, but the people are, or at least the faces that you see, and the people doing the talking, the main characters of the film are fake, or at least digitally altered.  I'll post some evidence in another post.

I can tell by their eyes. I watch different YouTube channels, and I'm seeing the same eyes on different people. It's like a template. AI video persona template. You see I'm not in the VIP group to have been given this information, because if I were I probably wouldn't be writing about it, but I discovered the possibility of it on my own. 

Anyway, I don't know if these people are completely fake or not, meaning is it ALL artificially generated, or just some of it, meaning in some cases they may be real people behind the account showing their real face from time to time, but they use the AI as a stand in, to show them doing something that maybe they never actually did, like instead of hiring a body double actor, they use AI instead, where it is embellished with AI. Or is it all fake? Where whoever created the channel is not using their real identity anywhere and they are not physically present in any of the footage, but what you see is an AI generated persona solely to either make money, or to push an agenda without exposing their real identity? 

I'm thinking I should probably take a break from reading all news channels, YouTube, Netflix, and all social media accounts, including the Nitter/Twitter feeds that I have considered up until now to be truth speaking whistleblowers, but most likely are something else. Maybe I won't give up all movies just yet, but probably if I watch movies, I should probably stick to older ones made before the year 2000. 

So, for the next month or so, all posts here will be related to personal experience and commentary on books I'm reading, and there will be no posts commenting on the news or on something I read on social media.

Zika head

So, I finally finished reading Journeys Out of the Body by Robert Monroe.  It's triggered all sorts of memories. Like when I was in high school, I was really into reading about lucid dreaming and out of body experiences, because I've always had vivid dreams, and still to this day remember dreams I had in my childhood forty years ago.

At one point I actually considered attending the Esalen Institute. Glad I didn't though, because it's a fucking cult, and a recruitment channel into other nefarious activities, much like the Freemasons and the Church of Scientology. 

Anyway,  as a child I had dreams of flying, dreams of jumping with legs like rubber bands, dreams of floating up into outer space and viewing the constellations up close. Yeah, I've probably been traveling outside of my body for most of my life. 

The point I'd like to highlight though is a part of the book toward the end when the author talked about experimenting with inhalants, such as ether and nitrious oxide, used in the context of facilitating out of body experiences. He mentioned an example of people being employed on gasoline tanker ships, who became addicted to getting high off the fumes. Much like winos, they'd be found passed out next to the gasoline storage tanks after a long night of huffing. I had never heard of that before. It never occurred to me that some people employed in certain industries where they are exposed to toxic chemicals, may actually be enjoying the experience, and are there specifically for it, where they perceive it as a job perk, even though it's causing irreversible brain damage and killing most of them prematurely with cancer.

It reminded me of where I live, where currently all of the maintenance men are Hispanic, and English is not their first language. The painters, the carpet layers, the landscapers, and the people who resurfaced the tennis court, none of them in all the years I've lived here has ever visibly worn any personal protective gear, such as respirator, ear plugs, eye protection, etc., when dealing with volatile chemicals, toxic fumes, paints, solvents, etc.. 

And when I first noticed it, I was like these people are fucking dumb. Dumb Mexicans. They're retarded zikaheads. But then I thought maybe they are exploited. You know hired for the job but never warned about its dangers. If they were given the accurate information, surely they'd care, and do the right thing.

Well, that might be true for some, but unfortunately around here is not true for most. I'm finding that many of them actually like breathing in the fumes, and it's probably the highlight of their day. The landscapers running leaf blowers for hours at a time, not because they are actually doing anything useful, and not because they are just going through motions of working, but actually they are intentionally getting high off the fumes.

For example, I've seen the maintenance man repeatedly painting the same flag pole, not because it needs to be done, not because he is just killing time at the end of his shift, but because he's getting high off the fumes. There's no other explanation. I've seen it in their eyes. The forever smile, the eyes that always sparkle. You ask them a question requiring reasoning, and they just laugh, and act like it's something that only they know,  and is outside your understanding. Those are the eyes of the Mexican man addicted to huffing solvents and paint.

The Mexicans resurfacing the tennis court where I live, I watched them near the end, lying directly on the court, literally lying on their backs, laughing and smiling like little boys, even though they were probably in their 20s or 30s, high out of their minds off of the volatile chemicals. And it's something they do on a daily basis. I wonder how many IQ points drop per year of doing that? No wonder Mexicans have a reputation for being lazy and stupid, if anyone of any race huffed enough toxic fumes you'd be a brain damaged Zika head too.

Death Cult

 

This guy in the picture above, really does look like a Nazi, but ironically he also looks like an Israeli storm trooper. 

What's weird about it is that if he was a black or brown guy, most people would think he looked like a gang member, or a terrorist, but because he's a white guy, most people don't see that. 

Just saying, tattoos are not a good look, regardless of your intentions.

I never really thought about it before, but an upside down cross sure does look a lot like a sword. And doesn't an upside down cross represent satanism? 

Honestly, I've never liked the cross as a religious symbol. I never worshiped the image of Jesus dying on the cross either. Like not to discredit the message of Jesus, but worshiping the cross he supposedly died on seems sickly perverse. It's like a fucking death cult, and I don't think that's what it was originally about.

Anyway, it's probably all theater. These are all actors. I didn't vote for Trump, even though I was definitely leaning toward Trump. I didn't vote for Biden or Harris either. They are both members of a sick cult, and I don't want any part of either one of them.