Down the Memory Hole

An Italian study has found evidence that the Covid jabs cause extensive brain damage. 

But I've also heard it stated elsewhere that getting Covid itself can cause brain damage, even among those who are unvaccinated, and that every time you get Covid, even if it appears to be a mild case, even if you have no symptoms at all, every time you get it it causes a little bit more damage over time, which accumulatively can manifest in extensive neurological damage.

So maybe after once or twice, it manifests as mild brain fog, with slight memory loss, and difficulty concentrating, but after a dozen times or more, it manifests as full blown dementia and psychosis. 

What happens if people keep repeatedly getting infected with a virus that causes brain damage, memory loss, and mental illness, is there ever going to be a point reached in which they become permanently, irreversibly brain damaged, to such a severe degree that they are now completely insane? And we are talking about you know a huge amount of people here, at least 200 million people in the United States alone, and world wide the number could be in the billions. 

Is that when the zombie apocalypse happens, after we get jabbed repeatedly enough, be it from the vaccine, or from recurring Covid reinfections, when the majority population eventually descends into a primitive state of full blown mass induced psychosis? 

It's strange because lately, at least on the internet streaming TV, I've noticed a lot of new commercials for schizophrenia medication, after rarely seeing commercials for it before, suggesting that maybe schizophrenia could be on the rise. 

It reminds me of a video I watched a year ago, which I've been wanting to write about, but I lost the link, and I cannot find it anywhere. You see a few months ago, I decided to clean up my bookmarks. I had thousands of links saved, mostly of stuff I started to watch or read, but never finished, and figured I'd revisit it later, but it was becoming impossible to navigate, you know information overload, so I deleted a bunch, figuring I had too many links saved, that I would never be able to read it all, so I figured I'd start over. Unfortunately I lost some really good material, because at the time I didn't think I would need to refer to it again, or if I did I figured I'd have no problem finding it again. But a lot of this stuff isn't being indexed by search engines, so unless you save the link it gets memory holed forever. 

My Memory of the Memory Holed Chinese Whistleblower Video

Anyway, it was a video posted to a conspiracy theory website -- and it may have been the Health Ranger at NaturalNews.com, but I couldn't find it anywhere, so it could have been somewhere else, or maybe they deleted it -- and it was supposed to be some Chinese whistleblower scientist exposing the real origins of Covid-19. 

In the video, their identity was blurred, and they didn't speak English, so it was being translated into English, but basically what they said was that Covid-19 was made in a lab in China, specifically for the purpose of creating an experimental drug for making Chinese citizens more compliant and docile. Unfortunately, although at first it appeared to work, over time it became apparent that people were also becoming progressively brain damaged from it, with symptoms resembling advanced stages of Alzheimer's disease, which eventually coalesced into a violent delirium.

In these trials, where random groups of people were intentionally exposed to Covid-19 without them being aware of it, and without having any knowledge of the experiment itself, basically being unwitting guinea pigs in a government experiment run amok, but as soon as these scientists observed the severe cognitive damage unfolding before their eyes, the Chinese authorities sought to isolate these people, which means they brought in the police and the military wearing hazmat suits, and rounded up these people using extreme force, locked them up against their will and isolated them in quarantine camps, where they ended up descending into full blown madness, which ultimately culminated in death. 

It is unclear specifically what caused them to die, whether it was the virus itself, or an interaction with the virus and some other element, such as 5G, or the vaccine, or a failed drug treatment, or if they committed suicide or mass murder, you know like a bunch of zombies locked up in a room together until they eventually rip each other to shreds. I didn't watch the entire interview, because it was pretty long, and I wasn't really sure if it was real, or just another hoax. Since the bread and butter of NaturalNews.com, just like Infowars.com, tends to be fear porn, which I'm trying to minimize my exposure to lately, so I don't read those sites very often anymore. 

But in light of the Italian study I posted a link to above about the Covid jabs causing brain damage, and also being aware that Covid itself could cause brain damage, I thought of this whistleblower video, and wondered if there could be any merit to it. Too bad I lost the link though. I've got to keep better records, because the internet is being censored more than ever before, and a lot of good stuff is being memory holed forever. So it's really important to backup the important stuff, and maybe keep a written list of website addresses, because some of them are still accessible, but are becoming harder to find, that if you lose the link you may never find it again.

Now I don't want this to be just another fear porn post, so I will end with something positive. 

So, I don't know if this is true, if any of it is true, including the Italian study, but what I do know is that everyone is vulnerable to brain damage, everyone is susceptible to memory loss and to cognitive decline, and having lived through a series of traumatic experiences, which everyone who has lived through the pandemic, has experienced some degree of trauma, it's really important to take care of yourself, to improve your mental health, and to boost your brain power. 

But it's not enough to get adequate rest and relaxation. It's not enough to get adequate physical exercise. It's not enough to have healthy human relationships, and to experience joy and happiness in your life. It's not enough to be mentally stimulated and enriched, reading, learning new skills, activating different regions of your brain, etc. No, it's still not enough. On top of all that other stuff, you also need specific nutrients and supplements that actually protect against and help to reduce and reverse brain damage. 

Specifically, we need to find what treatments will help protect us from this neurological assault, and I'm hoping it can be found in natural remedies, rather than pharmaceuticals. And so far, the one thing I keep hearing about is something called Natto, or Nattokinase. It's an enzyme that comes from fermented soybeans. I hear it's good not just for heart health, but also brain health. And may help heal the damage caused by the vaccine, as well as from Covid itself. 

Now I don't know enough to say much more about it at this time, but as I learn more I will post more information on this subject, of what we can do to improve our chances of surviving, and not just surviving, but thriving with our minds fully intact. 

Because that's what I'm about, finding solutions that work, rather than just complaining about everything that doesn't. It's not healthy to focus solely on the doom, and on the profound evil and injustice of the world, you need positivity and hope, which means you need actual realistic solutions, because otherwise, what's the point? 

The Value of Rest and Relaxation

In my last post about natural remedies for treating Covid, I left out possibly the most important thing of all, which is the value of rest and relaxation. I guess I took it for granted that it was so obvious that it didn't need to be stated. But sometimes people despite knowing what they should do, end up ignoring their gut instincts and doing the exact opposite. 

There are many reasons for this. Perhaps they underestimate how sick they really are, or they overestimate how strong they are, figuring that as long as they take a few treatments, that they can continue their daily activities as normal. Perhaps they are a workaholic and don't want to stop, needing to push forward no matter what. 

The working poor are at the biggest disadvantage here, perhaps they cannot afford to take the day off from work, or perhaps they have no sick pay coming to them, and if they don't work, they don't get paid. Or maybe they will not have enough money to pay their bills, or maybe they might risk getting fired. Or maybe they are a parent or caregiver responsible for other people, perhaps small children, or elderly persons, and if they are sick in bed resting, it means there is no one available to take care of their dependents. So the poor have it the hardest, are more likely to force themselves to work when sick, and have a higher death rate as a result. 

But rest is so vitally important that failure to do so, particularly at the first signs of feeling unwell, can be the difference between life and death. 

I'm not rich, and by some peoples estimates, I would be classified as being poor, but I would never define myself as being poor, because I have savings, and I have everything I could possibly need, and am not in want of anything. Even though I am currently unemployed, I'm actually doing okay. Only because I'm a saver. When I'm working I am always saving for a rainy day. I know how to live frugally. I also do not have children. I keep my expenses low. I can survive a long time without working, even without help from my family. The point is it's possible, even if you are working poor, to save for a rainy day, to have a nest egg to see you through, to give you the peace of mind, that if you are sick, and can't work, that you can afford to rest and recuperate. 

It just comes down to your priorities in life, of what you value most. Do you want to live from check to check, forced to work when you are sick, and putting yourself at risk for early preventable death? Or do you make sacrifices in life, and figure out how no matter how much or how little you make, in the way of money, you can still manage to save as much as possible, so that you will be prepared, so you don't have to live check to check, or work when you are sick. 

You know, for whatever reason, whether it's because you really need the money, fear losing your job, or simply because you are a workaholic who can't stop, that you force yourself to work even when you are sick, what good is it all for if you end up dropping dead suddenly from exhaustion? Same thing with vaccine mandates. People forced to get a vaccine in order to keep their job, but what good is it really, if you end up permanently disabled, or dying suddenly?  

It does happen. And I'm talking before Covid, too. You'd hear about these super healthy and athletic young people in their early 30s and 40s, dropping dead from the flu, all because they wouldn't stop to rest. So, yeah, rest is so vitally important. If you are feeling a sickness coming on, load up on extra vitamin C, completely stay away from sugar, and junk food, and follow the other treatment methods mentioned in the previous post, but most importantly, make sure you take a rest day, or two, or three; depending on what you need, because it is not worth playing Russian roulette with your life. 

Rest is just as important as any medicine you take, in fact, any treatment you take pretty much requires that you combine it with adequate rest for it to work. Otherwise, if you take a medicine, whether it's prescribed by a doctor, or whether you are using a natural remedy such as garlic, or raw honey and onions, if you don't receive adequate rest while taking it, it slows down the healing process, and it pretty much makes it ten times harder for you to recover. 

So, please, if you are feeling sick, make sure you get plenty of rest and relaxation, because doing so really can be the determining factor in whether you live or die, and will make all the difference in speeding up the healing process, so that you can get back to what you need to do, stronger and healthier than ever before.

Simple Home Remedies for Treating Covid

It's been about two years since I've last been sick. And because I had been working from home during the entire pandemic, and haven't traveled out of the city, or used public transit, or ate out at any restaurants, or attended any public entertainment venues, I have actually never been tested for Covid, either. But I did get really sick back in 2021, lost ten pounds in a short period of time, had difficulty swallowing, rapid heart beat and shortness of breath without exertion, and felt like I was going to die, and I speculate that it very likely could have been Covid. 

I mention this because I've been sick the last few days. It started the middle of last week, with a bit of a tickle in my throat, and a dry cough, and in a few days ended up developing into extreme fatigue, headache, sore throat, and just a general feeling of not being well. 

Since it had finally started to cool off around here, which means highs in the 80s and 90s, instead of 100s, which is still kind of hot, but after such a long stretch in the 100s, it felt surprisingly comfortable, so I've been getting back into riding my longboard, and taking long walks, alternating between running and walking, improving my VO2 Max, and working on running a 5k. So I did a lot of high intensity exercise last week, but as I said I noticed a dry cough starting the middle of last week, and was also really sore from my last longboard workout, where I did four miles in 30 minutes, and so I decided to take a couple days off, but Sunday, I started feeling much worse, and Monday, I could barely get out of bed, so I pretty much slept Monday and Tuesday, and I woke up early this morning with severe insomnia, feeling dead tired, and couldn't get back to sleep, and had a terrible headache, and sore throat. So I smoked some CBD, and was able to get back to sleep, and after lounging in bed all day, am feeling a bit better now. 

So, I thought I would write a post about some of the things I did in the past when I was really sick, which may have been Covid, and the methods I used for self-treatment which really worked, and helped me feel much better. 

1) Vitamin C.

Like I said before, this is the first time I've been sick in two years, and I think the reason why I've gone so long without getting sick, is because of three habits I've consistently applied to my life since the last time I was sick. The first one is daily supplementation of Vitamin C powder. I don't like to swallow pills, so I prefer taking it in powder form, you just add it to a glass of water and drink it. I've been taking 1000mg of Vitamin C twice a day, everyday for the last two years, and it's really helped a lot. 

If you are really sick, and things don't seem to be improving, I would easily recommend increasing your daily vitamin C intake to 10,000 mg a day. You don't want to take it all at once though. Take either 500mg or 1000mg every hour, or every other hour, over a ten to twenty hour period of time. It's completely safe. The worst that can happen will be loose stools. You'll have to experiment with what you can tolerate, but definitely if you're sick, you can take more than 2000mg of Vitamin C per day. You just don't want to take it all at once, because it won't get absorbed, you'll just end up peeing it out. So, if you spread it out, taking smaller doses, over time, it will be more effective. Only do this when you are sick, when you are healthy, stick to the 1000 to 2000mg per day, as a preventative dose. 

2) No refined sugar. 

The second habit I've implemented is to eliminate most sugar from my diet. I've completely cut out cookies and pastries and ice creme and pancake syrup and chocolate from my diet. I do still sometimes have granola bars, which has some sugar in, but for the most part I eliminated 99 percent of all refined sugar from my diet. 

Since I have done this I have not gotten sick at all. And maybe it's a coincidence, but last week I broke down and bought a Danish Kringle from Trader Joe's, just because it was a long established family tradition to eat Kringle over the holidays, and it was a new flavor I never tried before, Pumpkin Caramel, and so of course, not long after that I get sick. Of course, it could just be a coincidence. I did however wear an N95 mask at every store I went to last week, but who knows maybe I unconsciously rubbed my eye or something when I was in the store, or maybe it was that trip to the deli I went to, when I normally never go to deli's, and I noticed a worker sneezing in the back, while the man was preparing my order. Or maybe it was that last day I went for a long walk middle of last week, when I noticed there were a lot of chemtrails in the sky, you know maybe some covert program to dump a new virus down unto the unsuspecting populous. Or maybe it was that last time I was at the grocery store, last Friday, and there was a lady using a bunch of coupons, and there was a problem, and so it seemed like I was waiting in line for a really long time, and standing next to this super chatty fat man, breathing all over me. But a couple days later I could barely get out of bed. 

So, anyway, a good way to avoid getting sick, or to at least minimize the symptoms, and the duration of the sickness, is to take daily Vitamin C, and to eliminate refined sugar from your diet. I'll never know for sure, but I really do believe that having that piece of Kringle reduced my immunity, and made me more susceptible to getting sick, so I will not be eating any more of it, and from now on, I will be diligently avoiding all refined sugar, which means, no more thanksgiving apple or pumpkin pies, and no more birthday cakes, no more donuts, no more chocolate bars, no more pancake syrup, no more jellies or jams, and no more sweets. The only sweets I'll have will be limited to the occasional raw fruit and honey.

3) CBD.

The third thing I've been using is CBD flower, which is a non-psychoactive compound found in the hemp plant, and is actually legal in all 50 US states. It's a very effective pain reliever, if you ever have a headache, or sore muscles, CBD really does work, and it's also a natural and effective sleep aid, and helps to reduce inflammation, is very relaxing, and is helpful with anxiety and depression, and may be useful in treating Covid-19. You can buy it online, and 100 percent recommend getting it from Tweedle Farms. The prices are reasonable, the shipping is very fast, and it's 100 percent organically grown. You don't have to smoke it, it comes in multiple forms, including edibles, topical ointments, as well as tinctures. From this vendor, I recommend Kush Flower, as a sleep aid, do not use during the day, unless you want to sleep; Remedy, for pain relief, day or night, it's relaxing without putting you to sleep; and Lifter, as a stimulant, daytime use only, best for early mornings, outside in nature, and is the closest thing to an actual Sativa cannabis you can legally buy, but with absolutely zero negative effects. Note: CBD flower does contain trace amounts of THC, so despite being completely 100 percent legal, it is theoretically possible that using this product could cause you to fail a drug test.

4) Raw Garlic.

Another effective remedy, which may actually be the most potent, if you are really really sick, is to take raw garlic. It's a natural antibiotic. And it is so potent and effective it could actually save your life. I personally know a person with a severe abscessed tooth, who couldn't get to the dentist, who was in severe pain, with the whole side of their face completely swollen, and they could have died. But the garlic worked, a combination of taking it internally, as well as topically, which although it burned, and was very painful to take, the problem completely cleared up, and it's been years with no recurring flareups or complications. So raw garlic really is a wonder drug and an essential natural home remedy that should always be in your medicine cabinet. You take 2 to 4 cloves of garlic, mush it up, it helps if you use a garlic press, and combine it with food that will help cover up the taste, and make it more palatable, and easier on the stomach. Personally I have found that mixing it with egg salad on saltine crackers, or pasta sauce and parmesan cheese with either bread, noodles, or rice, is the easiest way to take it. You definitely want to mix it with food, as taking garlic by itself can actually burn your mouth and throat, and cause an upset stomach. 

Just do keep in mind that garlic is a natural blood thinner, and so if you are already on blood thinners, or have a condition in which blood thinners could cause a problem, do be advised of this potential interaction.

5) Steam therapy.

I used a facial steamer, ran a humidifier next to my bed, and sometimes just filled my bathroom sink with hot water, and put a towel over my head, and breathed in the steam. It's also very effective to add essential oils. 

6) Essential Oils.

The most effective essentials for respiratory issues are eucalyptus oil, tea tree oil, and peppermint oil. There are others, but I've found these three to be best. I prefer the brand Aura Cacia. I've tried many brands, and this one may be more expensive, but is definitely more potent than other brands, that are often watered down, and not as effective. Either add the oils to hot water, and inhale the steam, or add a few drops to a hot wash cloth, and put on your face (though be sure to avoid getting any oils in your eyes, and also avoid ingesting internally; and also be aware that both Eucalyptus oil and Tea Tree oil is extremely toxic to cats, and can be fatal to them if swallowed, so be careful with it), and it's really nice to use an aromatherapy diffuser, or simply adding a few drops to a tissue, or a towel, and inhaling that way. I never use Glade plugins, or artificial room refreshers, or scented candles, but only use 100 percent pure essential oils in a diffuser for making my home smell really good.

7) Ginger tea. 

I lived on ginger tea everyday for years. I exclusively used Yogi Tea bags. In fact, before the pandemic, when I used to work at a call center, I used to bring a insulated thermos with ginger tea, and drank approximate two cups of ginger tea everyday for years. 

8) Raw honey/lemon. 

If you have a bad sore throat, having a spoonful of raw honey is very helpful, as is a wedge of lemon, either by itself, or combined. Can also be added to various teas, and homemade syrups. 

9) Cayenne pepper. 

This is really potent, and when I was really sick two years ago, I used a lot of this, usually combined with raw honey and lemon. I'd either mix it with a glass of water, or would add it to herbal tea. When I was having difficulty swallowing, this helped a lot. You typically use either 1/8 to 1/4 a teaspoon per cup of water. Only problem is that it's kind of hard on the stomach, and if you have too much, it may cause an upset stomach and vomiting. 

10) Jalapeno peppers and onions. 

These two things really help open up the airways. Also coffee has similar efficacy, especially if it's very strong, espresso, without sugar. If you are having any shortness of breath, chest congestion, excessive mucus, having a lot of onions, jalapenos, and garlic, will really do wonders. But it's really important to mix it up, you don't want to take this stuff by itself on an empty stomach, you need to mix it with other foods, that make it easier to digest. 

11) Quercetin and Turmeric. 

Quercetin is naturally present in onions and peppers. You can take these two in supplement form, and are both really good antioxidants that are helpful in reducing inflammation. 

12) Gargling with either salt water or hydrogen peroxide.

Hot water and approximately 1/4 of a teaspoon of salt. Or two parts water to one part peroxide. Gargle around the back of your throat, and spit out. 

13) Nasal cleanse. 

You can either use a Neti pot, with purified warm water, and premixed saline packs. Or can buy a premade saline nasal spray. I've had really good results using Xlear brand natural nasal spray with saline and Xylitol. Also, a word to the wise, be careful when using any products containing Xylitol, as it's deadly to dogs. I haven't really used it since that last time I was really sick, but I went through a couple bottles of it, and it really helped.

14) Eye compress. 

You can buy the ones made with the gel beads, that you either heat up in the microwave, or put in the freezer, for either hot or cold treatment. Or you can simply use a wash cloth, either heat it up in the microwave, or soak in boiling hot water, or add ice cubes, and place over eyes, for the same effect. This has been a life saver, particularly when I used to get major eyestrain at my job, and suffered from migraine headaches. Though interestingly enough, ever since I've started using CBD, I no longer get migraines, as it's pretty much cured that problem completely.

15) Fire cider. 

This one is really fun. I lived on this stuff when I was working from home. It's probably easier to buy then to make it yourself. But it's basically a blend of apple cider vinegar, onion, garlic, horseradish, hot peppers, citrus, and honey. You take it in shot glasses, helps to really clean out your airways, and soothes a sore throat, and also has quite a kick to it, which is very invigorating.

16) Stay Hydrated. 

Make sure you are drinking adequate amounts of purified water. I typically drink at least 2 quarts of water a day, not including tea or other beverages. Using a reverse osmosis water filter is best, otherwise invest in a decent water filtration pitcher. I recently switched to the Epic brand pitcher, and am very happy with it, it filters out hundreds of chemicals including, microplastics, and fluoride. 

17) Good nutrition.

This is too complex of a subject to really do justice in a paragraph or less, but when you are sick, what you eat has a powerful influence on how well your immune system functions in fighting off your illness. Besides staying away from refined sugars, it's best to avoid all types of fast food, prepackaged microwave dinners, anything that falls under the category of junk food, including soda pop, cigarettes and alcohol. Now I am a beer drinker, I love drinking my craft beers, but if you're feeling a sickness coming on, it is best to avoid drinking all forms of alcohol. Easier said then done, but at the least, if can't completely abstain, at least try to drink less, you know maybe instead of having two beers, only have one, and drink lots of water, herbal teas, and soups with a lot of broth.

18) Soup.

Which reminds that when I was very sick two years ago, and having difficulty swallowing, the staple of my diet became soup. Drink lots of soup. Whether that be chicken noodle soup, or vegetable soup, just make sure it doesn't have MSG, high fructose corn syrup, canola oil, corn oil, GMO ingredients, or artificial preservatives. And although it is preferable to make your soups homemade from scratch, unless you have someone waiting on you, if you're feeling sick you're not going to want to do that, so in this case having canned soup is perfectly fine. 

19) Fresh Air. 

If you are sick it is really important to make sure you have good air circulation. Open a window, use an air purifier, use a fan, and use some essential oils in a diffuser. It'll smell better and you will feel better. It's really important to get those sick smells, that we sweat out of our bodies when we are sick, vented outside, and purified. Even better if you step outside, especially in the morning when the sun rises, and in evening at sunset. Do some stretches, and deep breathing exercises. It's important to stretch your arms and your legs, especially if you've been in bed for a long time. You don't have to do any major exercise, but just get some fresh air, and doing some light stretching exercises is beneficial.

20) Maintain good hygiene. 

Especially if you are sick, you're sweating a lot of impurities, that are ending up on the surface of your skin, and in your hair. So it's very important to regularly rinse off, and to utilize both the benefits of hot water steam therapy, to exfoliate dead skin, as well as the invigorating properties of a cold water rinse. Just keep in mind though that if you don't use a water filter on your bath or shower, you may be absorbing chemical contaminates from the water, so best not to linger too long and make it quick.  

Keep you teeth clean, regularly brush, and floss, and gargle with salt water and peroxide. Personally I use a fluoride free toothpaste, and at least once a month, I brush my teeth with baking soda, is a natural teeth whitener, and helps to remove tea stains.

As a body cleaner I use Doctor Bronner's magic soap. For deodorant I use the crystal stick, with a couple drops of patchouli essential oil. I keep my fingernails short, and clean.  It's really important to keep your fingers out of your nose, out of your mouth, and out of your eyes, as the finger nails are a major source of bacteria, and is a major pathway for spreading disease. I am routinely shocked to see how many people in stores are touching the shopping cart handle without sanitizing it, and then proceed to touch their phones, and then rub their eyes. It's disgusting. 

So, yeah, don't touch your face, and make sure you wash your hands after going to the bathroom, and before and after eating, and preparing meals, as doing so will go a long way in helping you not to get sick, or to make others sick. Oh, yeah, and also go easy on the hand sanitizer. Using too much hand sanitizer actually ends up killing the good bacteria, and may be counter productive, making you more likely to get sick. I prefer to wash my hands, and only use hand sanitizer sparingly, particularly only if hand washing is not an option, and is really only something I use if I'm in a public place, and exposed to a lot of people. I also do not buy my hand sanitizer, but I make my own using a combination of isopropyl alcohol, aloe vera gel, purified water and tea tree oil.

Conclusion: 

Personally, I avoid all over the counter medications. I do not take any Tylenol or Aspirin or Ibuprofen, or anti-histamines, or any type of over-the-counter cold and flu remedies, or anti-allergy medications. I just personally believe that stuff is poisonous, and does more harm than good. 

I don't get sick very often, but when I do, the methods mentioned here is pretty much what I utilize. Now keep in mind I am not a doctor. This is what works for me, but it may not work for you. If you are very sick, especially if you suspect that you may have Covid, and are elderly or suffering from other co-morbidities, then you may wish to seek professional medical treatment.  But as to myself personally, I consider most hospitals to be death traps, and most doctors to be misinformed, brainwashed salesmen, drug pushers for big pharma, that unless you are suffering from extreme wound trauma, you're more likely to survive if you stay out of the hospital. 

But I just want to add that if you suspect you have Covid, and you are self-treating at home, it's really important to keep an eye on your heart rate and oxygen saturation levels. You can easily monitor those things using a pulse oxy meter, which you can buy online for like ten bucks. Ideally, your oxygen level should be above 95, but if it falls consistently below 90, you may want to see a doctor. 

And for additional information, please take a look at the Zelenko Covid-19 Treatment Protocol.

The Golden Days of Blogging

When I first started blogging in 2005, it was a lot of fun, and it seemed really easy to get traffic to my blog with very little effort. I miss the next blog button. It was a major source of daily traffic, and I actually discovered quite a few interesting blogs using that feature. Not sure when it disappeared but it likely coincided with the end of the golden age of blogging, sometime around 2012. 

Back during the golden age of blogging, which I would estimate probably fell between the years 2002 and 2012, free blogs from Blogger and WordPress were heavily represented in Google's top ten search results on any given subject. Now unless the blog is famous, or has thousands of incoming links, if you don't know its exact website address you'll likely never find it listed on Google anymore. 

Such is the case with this blog. Here's four screenshots taken on October 14, 2023 from four different search engines.

Google (5 results):

Bing (50+ results): 

Duck Duck Go (60+ results): 

Yandex (100+ results): 

Of course, it didn't help that I deleted over 500 posts. But at the very least, there should be at least 50 posts listed by Google, the company which owns Blogger, and it's strangely not there. It's like this blog has been partially delisted, or perhaps shadow banned.

But the thing is it's not just this blog. I'm noticing that I'm hardly seeing any blog search results coming up on Google anymore, unless of course you already know how to find them directly. 

I believe this is a form of censorship, to minimize the influence of citizen journalism, spreading alternative, politically incorrect and non-mainstream ideas. 

But it's not just blogs, it's everything. 

I remember back in the golden days of blogging how there used to be so many more websites to choose from. Like if you Googled a term, let's say "The history of the United States government's biological warfare experiments conducted on U.S. citizens without their knowledge or consent" without quotes. And maybe, just for the sake of example, back in 2005 it said there were 50,000+ results. That's just a made up number, but whatever the number was you could actually sit down and go through and view every single one of those results if you were so inclined. 

But now when you search for anything, no matter how many results it shows are available, it only let's you see a tiny handful of them. 

For instance, using that example search query, it says there's over 32 million results: 

And yet, it only let's you view 58 of them: 

And even if you click the option "repeat search with the omitted results included" it only shows maybe 100 more results, but with a bunch of duplicate content. And if you actually analyze the sources, it too is a very narrow selection. 

I mean if you look at politically contentious topics like "black lives matter" and "January 6 insurrection at the capitol" or "Donald Trump election fraud, stolen election". You see most of the very limited results all coming from the same sources, such as CNN, FOX, Wikipedia, Washington Post, New York Times, etc. I mean, that's just a small selection, but if you actually go through all the results, you'll find nothing from Blogger or WordPress, it's mostly all mainstream sources, with a huge amount of duplicate content. 

I don't remember it being like this ten years ago. It appears that Google is now the absolute worst, least accurate, least reliable search engine for finding information. Of course, a lot of stuff is hidden, and can be found by modifying your search query, but still a huge amount appears to be delisted, and I think that is being done intentionally for purposes of censorship. 

I very well may try to blog again at Wordpress and Substack, perhaps posting to all three sites, with the hope that at least one of them gets indexed, but Google is definitely not as good as it used to be, and I wouldn't be surprised if the real reason why is because it's been secretly taken over by a defective AI program, because all the real humans with real intelligence and real integrity got laid off and replaced by faulty intelligence suppressing, misinformation spreading, glitched out "Ministry of Truth" AI robots, who are accountable to no one, and are gradually running the whole company into the ground, and at the same time sending the best minds of Western civilization into the dark ages.

The Zombie Apocalypse That Didn't Happen

So, apparently there was a nationwide emergency alert issued today, which prompted a conspiracy theory that something terrible would happen, but I never heard the alert because I stayed home, had my phone off, didn't watch any TV, and didn't go online until this evening. And no, I didn't actually wear a tinfoil hat, I just wrote about it for dramatic effect because it was funny, but I did put my phone in a faraday cage, because I never did that before and was curious to see what would happen. And of course nothing happened at all.

But before you dismiss me as a gullible crackpot, do keep in mind that many infectious diseases have a long incubation period. So, hypothetically, if the vaccinated have been adversely affected by the 5G emergency alert signal released in the UNITED STATES today, which triggered some latent infectious disease pathogen to become activated from the vaccine, it may not be immediately apparent. You know, it could be that a seed has been planted, and it needs time to grow, but when it does, well, I guess they'll say there is another pandemic, and none will be the wiser of what caused it. That's why I chose to write about it, so that there would be a record of it, in case something does happen later down the road.

Just look at the recent Nipah outbreak in India, having an incubation period of 4 to 45 days, and a death rate of 40 to 75 percent. It was in the news a couple weeks ago, and now there's nothing. Did it just disappear over night? No new cases? Was it fake news? Was it blown out of proportion and exaggerated, for reasons of exploiting our fears for clickbait? I don't know. Maybe the same thing with this conspiracy about the cell phone signals triggering a zombie apocalypse, maybe it was just a big joke, or maybe it was disinformation to distract us from something else, or maybe it was an intelligence gathering operation to monitor how people would react, and classify them accordingly. I was aware of the risk, and frankly didn't care. I blogged about it, so I'm sure I've been put on a certain list, you know flagged as a potential political subversive, or maybe a useful idiot, but that's okay, because I was probably on the list already. 

It's not like I want it to happen. If it were to happen it pretty much means that the majority of people I'm related to, and have ever known in my life, are going to be affected, and are going to suffer a tragic end, and are going to be dead within five years. Who knows, maybe I'll be one of them, too. If vaccine shedding is as pervasive as they say, and they've been adding vaccines to plants and animals for years, and there are synthetic nanoparticles intentionally added to the air and the water and the food supply, with the express purpose of killing us, or changing us into something no longer human, then we are all in trouble. 

Of course, I hope my rare blood type and genetics (I remember being in Elementary school and having my blood type tested with the entire class, and these two young women probably in their 20s who were administrating the test, being very amused to learn that I had Rh negative blood, and joking that I might be an alien, an association that was entirely new to me and had never heard of before), makes me immune to these nefarious schemes, but it could just be wishful thinking, and maybe I have no control over the ultimate destiny of my life, that whatever the future has in store for me is completely out of my hands. So be it.  But I really think that vaccines are harmful, and chemtrails, and geoengineering, GMOs, and pesticides, and 5G, and EMF radiation, is harmful to all native biological life on this planet, and so, it's only a matter of time, before enough people and animals die, that people realize that this stuff has to stop. 

It's a shame that our world is completely under the control of evil players, the criminal cartels in control of the government and the big corporations and big pharma and the military and the intelligence agencies, I guess what is referred to as the Deep State, who view the majority of humans as expendable factory farmed cattle, and not worthy of personal sovereignty, self-determination, or enlightenment.

It is what it is. 

It was good to turn off my phone, my television, and my computer. It is apparent to me that I have become a full blown internet addict, and probably would benefit from taking a several day break. I really do need to find a job, but maybe I need to take a vacation first, with no internet and no TV, outside and on the road and under the stars. It's finally starting to cool down now, so I just might do it, go on that bicycle tour that I've been talking about going on for many years now. I have everything I need to do it. I've got the bike, the gear, the money, and the time, only thing stopping me is laziness and fear. 

Maybe I will. We'll see. 

Meanwhile, I've just got to stay strong, still doing my daily pushups, and pullups, and building up my aerobic base, and the only reason I haven't been doing more is because it's been so oppressively hot for so long, really kills the motivation, but fortunately the extreme heat is finally subsiding, although, it's still getting into the 80s and 90s, but it's so much better than the 100s, and I can actually enjoy being outside without feeling like I'm being slowly baked to death and suffocated in an oven, which is really a horrible way to live. So yeah, need to take advantage of it while I can, and if all goes well hopefully I'll be able to write about it here.

Time to Get out Your Tin Foil Hats

This is a short notice warning, but better late than never. 

I hope my readers were sensible enough not to get vaccinated, and if you did sorry to hear that. Either way, even if you aren't vaccinated, odds are you know people who are, and there's a conspiracy theory going around that says that the emergency alert that's going to be released in the UNITED STATES on October 4, 2023, and possibly on October 11, 2023, at 2:20 pm Eastern Time, will trigger some sort of harmful reaction in the vaccinated. 

So, besides turning off your phones and your televisions and your internet, you may want to stay away from vaccinated people if you can help it. If not, well, best of luck. My mom thinks I'm crazy for falling for this, but my motto is it doesn't hurt to err on the side of caution, and taking a day off from going online, watching TV, and using your phone, could be a positive thing.

 

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Comments: It's not enough to just turn your phone off, you also need to put it into a Faraday cage. Don't have a faraday cage, well, you can improvise one, just wrap it in a layer of plastic wrap, and a couple layers of aluminum foil. Also, I'm told putting it in a microwave oven, of course don't turn it on, but just for storage, or if you have a steel trash can with a lid, that will work too. 

Yeah, I'm sure it's nothing, probably just a hoax, but it doesn't hurt to be careful. Also, if you want to be extra cautious, remove your smart watches, turn them off, and put them in the faraday cage too, and do the same with any old mobile phones you may have lying around, and also make sure you unplug your television, radios, and your internet modem/router and Wi-Fi, if you have it. 

I'm glad I don't have a job to go to tomorrow, because I'm staying home, staying away from people, and will be taking the day off from going online. It'll be hard, as I read a lot of news articles, and Substacks, throughout the day, so I'm going to be completely in the dark, and will have no idea what is happening in the world until probably Wednesday night. I'm going to shut everything off tonight before I go to bed, so I don't forget. I'm also going to be watching my neighbors like a hawk, and looking for any abnormal signs, you know things like seizures, aggressiveness, or any other noticeable changes in personality or appearance, and I advise you do the same. 

Be vigilant, and be safe. 

 

Original Title: OCT 4TH & OCT 11TH EMERGENCY ALERT: DON'T BE PACIFIED BY THE ''SEE, NOTHING HAPPENED'' BRIGADE 

Source: Free Your Mind Documentaries @ https://rumble.com/v3m9fs7-oct-4th-and-oct-11th-emergency-alert-dont-be-pacified-by-the-see-nothing-ha.html

A long overdue rant

If you are looking for something inspirational to read, you're probably not going to find it here. I'm writing this to relieve some stress, and will probably delete it later, but it was important for me to write this so that I can get it out of my system and move on to other things.

Not much to report, other than that I've been very depressed lately.

Why? Well, let's see: I was laid off from a job I loved and that I was really good at, was replaced by outsourcing and automation that really isn't as good, have gone through a substantial amount of personal savings, and despite applying to over one hundred jobs I'm still unemployed. 

My unemployment has run out, and I just signed an 18 month apartment lease renewal, despite having no income. Lucky for me they didn't check, since I had been working for the same company for almost seven years, always paid my rent early, have never been late, and have excellent credit. 

I didn't want to renew, this place has really gone down hill, the new manager is an idiot, the maintenance men suck, and the landscapers are beyond useless. But I knew it would be difficult to find a place to rent without proof of income, would have been extremely expensive, most likely requiring a huge deposit, and restricted to a month-to-month lease term at a premium rate, and the price of staying in a hotel would easily be at least double what I'm paying now, so I figured I should just stay put. 

And of course as soon as I renew they make all sorts of draconian changes, suddenly not allowing bird feeders or windchimes, not allowing more than four plants, not allowing any kind of artistic creative expression outside your door, or on your patio, they want it all to look the same, you know like a drab non-descript prison complex. And then they tell us they have to bomb the apartment with bug spray, because one of the residents had an infestation, so they are spraying all the apartments, even though I haven't seen a bug inside my apartment in years. Then they had a major pipe burst, and they hired some fly by night plumbers to fix it, and we had no running water for almost a week, and have had several leaks since, and they keep bringing back the same people, who only temporarily fix it, and so it's like a recurring problem, and as a result our water bill has been consistently 30 dollars higher than normal. 

And then they hire new landscapers, who don't wear uniforms, have no company logo on their shiny new black Dodge Ram pickup trucks, who are barely out of high school and look like cartel thugs. And then they butcher all the bushes and trees and spray weed killer everywhere, and if you complain about it they don't do anything, and if you confront the landscapers they report you and you get threatened with eviction. Welcome to Mexico! Oh, I mean, the southwest, USA, where nothing works, where being retarded and lazy gets rewarded, and being smart with a strong work ethic gets you demoted, and if you aren't white, or Asian, well, this is the place to be! 

You know how I feel about weed killer, right? I'm completely against it. So, I thought I'd spend a few hours on Sunday, pulling all the weeds outside my apartment by hand. What happens? Well, this slimy evil looking creep, who is all covered up and wearing a black balaclava over his face, sprays even more weed killer than ever before, blanketing the whole area, even though there were no weeds, and he was so sloppy he sprays the sidewalk and the building too, almost as if he was doing it out of spite. And so I walk through the complex and notice that he dripped weed killer all over the sidewalks, like the container must have been leaking as he's walking down all the paths, and he was too lazy and dumb to notice, or too unscrupulous to care, and meanwhile inattentive people are walking on it and picking it up on their shoes, and tracking it into their homes, and people's pets are picking it up on their paws and licking it. 

But this manager doesn't care, because she's an evil bitch, who is probably on the cartels payroll, and all she cares about is her big fat paycheck and driving her shiny overpriced luxury vehicle, and looking down on the residents who can't afford to own their own homes, and doesn't give one squat about the people that live here, and I can tell she is on some authoritarian power trip, who gets her jollies over threatening people with eviction when they have legitimate complaints that aren't being addressed. She's only like the seventh manager in seven years, and is absolutely the worst one ever. I speculate that this apartment complex I live in, which is owned by a multi-state property ownership company based in a very affluent area of Southern California, has probably had a controlling interest in the company bought up by the cartels, for reasons of money laundering, and as an added bonus they get to bring in their own people, office staff, management, maintenance men, landscapers, third-party contractors, and suddenly it's all Latino. I mean before it was a mixture, but now it's like everybody, and I'm telling you, regardless of their ethnic background, I'm noticing a major deterioration in the quality of work, and in the quality of customer service, where the work is shoddy and there is a major lack of professionalism at all levels. Things are always breaking and take forever to be fixed, and it wasn't like that before. 

And so, anyway, getting back to the weed killer incident, I report it to the manager, thinking that maybe she would be sympathetic, and agree, that this is not right, and that this guy needs to be reprimanded, and educated, and probably replaced, and it should never happen again. But, oh no, she didn't see it like that, she defended the guy, without even coming to see for herself. Basically saying that the landscapers are under contract, and if I don't like it, I should buy a house, so then I can landscape the way I want. Basically implying that the landscapers have complete immunity, they can do whatever they want, and they will never be held accountable for making mistakes. So what if they hire unskilled day labor, that don't know the first thing about landscaping, and are going to ruin the bushes and the trees, and contribute to high levels of pollution and toxic contamination, because they're under contract to landscape however they see fit, and if you don't like the quality of their work, you either shut up or leave. 

So yeah, as I said they also forced me to have my apartment bombed for roaches, even though I didn't have any bugs at all, only because one of the neighbors had an infestation, and so they forced every single apartment to get bombed, and it's never ever happened before in the whole seven years I've lived here. Before they only sprayed individual apartments if you actually requested it and if there was actually proof of an infestation. And being someone who never uses pesticides or weed killers, preferring to use non-toxic natural remedies instead, I've never ever had my home sprayed for bugs ever before in my life, and so yeah, although it didn't kill me, it probably lowered my IQ about ten points, because it's a neurotoxin. Its damage is subtle like asbestos. It may not be apparent today, but later down the road, you get sick, or maybe you notice your thought processes are a little slower, and you're not quite as sharp as you used to be, where it takes a little longer to think. 

Now I see why the people I live around are so stupid, because over the years they've probably endured dozens of such applications, that they are no longer bothered by it, they actually like it, and welcome it, and accept it as normal, because it makes them feel all warm and fuzzy inside, being just a little bit dumber over time, and so now they smile when they see weed killer, and they smile when they hear the leaf blowers and see the big clouds of hazardous dust in the sky, and they smile when they see a bush that is half dead because the landscaper butchered it to death, because they've become accustomed to all the bushes looking like that, and are accustomed to the trees having no shade, because they are overtrimmed, so they expect it, and accept it as normal, even though it's ugly as hell, isn't good for the plants or the people, not just aesthetically, but also in a practical sense, because a butchered bush that is half dead, isn't as OXYGENATING! 

You see, when landscape companies overtrim the bushes and the trees, it contributes to more CO2 and less OXYGEN! Maybe that's the plan! Less oxygen, less shade, more pollution, more heat, fewer plants, more concrete! That's it. That's the conspiracy! They are slowly killing us!

A Wolf in Sheep's Clothing

Have you ever heard of David Sinclair? 

He's a professor of genetics at Harvard Medical School, and is known for his research on aging and epigenetics, and is the author of the book Lifespan: Why We Age―and Why We Don't Have To. 

I first found out about him when he was a guest on the Joe Rogan Experience a few years ago. He stands out as being very youthful looking, almost boyish in a way. He's actually in his 50s, but easily looks 20 years younger. 

Kind of like me. I'm in my mid-40s, and easily look 10 to 20 years younger. And although I do have a mostly clean diet and lifestyle, I actually attribute my youthful appearance more so to my genetics, then to my actual lifestyle habits. And I honestly think that is probably what is going on with this guy. I bet you he would look like that even if he smoked cigarettes and ate McDonald's everyday for lunch.

Some people have youthful genes, that regardless of how they live, they look young, and some of them try to sell the idea that if you do this or that then you too will appear 20 years younger, but usually more often than not, it's something you are born with, and either you have it or you don't. Any positive lifestyle changes you make, will certainly make you feel better, and will certainly improve the quality of your life, and may even help you live longer, but it will likely not make you look significantly younger. People over 40 who look young for their age, probably looked young all their life. Just like I remember back in school, that some people look older than others of the same age, even as children, they've been that way all their life, and that's just how they are genetically built. A case in point is the actor Tommy Lee Jones. If you take a look at his pictures over time, he looked like an old man, even when he was in his 20s. And look at him now, in his 70s, he looks like a corpse. My 89 year old grandma looked younger than him, even when he was in his 60s.

So, anyway, getting back to the subject of David Sinclair. I thought of him yesterday just simply out of the blue, because I have his book, but I haven't read it yet. And I was wondering if this guy who is supposed to be this world renowned expert on aging, and on health and longevity research, I thought to myself, I wonder what he says about the Covid-19 vaccine. Because I've never seen his name come up anywhere on any of the conspiracy theory sites, you know the ones that are telling the truth about the vaccine being a bioweapon, and usually they are pretty good about exposing the con artists and the shills, well I guess they missed this one. I very well may be the first person to have spotted it. 

Well, here it goes, from the mouth of the wolf in sheep's clothing himself, Dr. David Sinclair, PhD, on what he thinks about the Covid-19 mRNA vaccines. 

 

Original Title: Dr. David Sinclair on Covid Vaccines

Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9NMqWBROSg 

 

Comments: Wow. Is this guy an idiot, or a liar? And I'm supposed to feel assured because he's good friends with Moderna? LOL. Well, one thing is clear, he has the shifty eyed appearance of a communist Jew. Oy vey, sure enough, Sinclair was originally Szigeti. 

You see, that's one thing I noticed about Jewish people, is that they have a tendency of changing their names a lot. Of course it could just be an honest survival mechanism in response to anti-Semitism, or it could be that they've got something to hide because they actually did something to justify the persecution, you know like actually being a liar and a crook. Anyone who denies the reality of this is being dishonest. Another thing I noticed is that in response to the recent rise of anti-Semitism (which I am certainly not advocating, I'm just making an honest observation here) is that lately there's been this concerted effort to remove all mention of a persons Jewish heritage on Wikipedia. So, it doesn't say that Sinclair is Jewish, but if you do some digging you find that Szigeti is indeed a Jewish surname. 

Anyway, that's beside the point. It doesn't matter what his ethnic or religious background is, I'm just making note of this, because I've observed a certain shiftiness and dishonesty coming from specific facial types, or physiognomy, which I observed in this video. You've heard of gaydar, right, well, I think I have some pretty good Jewdar, in that, most of the time I can correctly identify them, even when it's not obvious. And it does not mean that all Jews are shifty and dishonest, but just that some of them are, and the ones that are usually have a distinct look. 

And so, in light of this observation my question is: How could an expert on health, longevity, and aging, advocate taking a vaccine that actually destroys health and longevity and accelerates aging? 

It doesn't make any sense. Of course, this video is from November 2021, so maybe he's revised his position on it? I doubt it. Even so, how could he not know back then, being the supposed expert he is, when the information was available at the time. So it pretty much discredits, or at least arouses suspicion about the credibility of everything this guy says. Personally, after seeing this clip, I don't think I would be taking advice from this guy on anything. 

Okay, I'm not here to convince you, you can take it or leave it, but I do speak the truth. In case you were unaware, the Vaccine (assuming it was the real thing, and not a placebo, and also taking into account variabilities between the quality control of different batches) is 100 percent toxic, and has absolutely zero benefit to your health. If you take it, you are actually more likely to get Covid, and with each subsequent booster shot you get, along with each subsequent Covid-19 reinfection you get, exponentially increases your chances of dying.

Anyone who tells you otherwise, is either extremely stupid, or extremely brainwashed, and completely incapable of seeing the truth even when it's staring them in the face, or worse, they are lying to you, which means they are intentionally misinforming you so as to deceive you into taking a substance that does the exact opposite of what it claims to do. Why would they do that? Anyone who knowingly promotes taking a poison, who misrepresents a poison as being a medicine, is evil. Okay, that's what it means, there is no other logical explanation. Anyone who knows the truth about this and is lying about it at the detriment of the human race, is an evil person.

But it gets even worse. Now what follows is purely speculative, and may read like a science fiction scenario that you may find difficult to believe, and hopefully I'm wrong, but this is what I think could be happening. 

The vaccine is a bioweapon intended to kill you, but it's also intended to modify your DNA, with the ultimate goal of destroying the human race itself. 

The genetically modified species that does survive will be more compliant and easier to control, like a slave species brainwashed to believe that they are free. You see they don't need as many people in future, because they can automate a lot of stuff. That's what the AI and the robots are for, to do all sorts of tasks that used to require real human labor. Historically our strength was in our numbers, and now that they don't need us anymore, the best way to defeat the human race, and to squash all hope of resistance, is to radically reduce our numbers. So, the depopulation program is well underway, and it's not just vaccines, it's in our air, it's in our food, it's in our water, and they've been poisoning us for years, because it will be much easier to subdue a smaller population, especially one that is heavily drugged and genetically modified to be more compliant.

This vaccine is designed to destroy our psychic connection to divinity, which we experience through our capacity to feel and express empathy and love, and which we harness through our natural powers of creative intuition and applied wisdom. That's really at the heart of what makes us human; it's not logic, it's love. You see robots are all about logic, it's all about ones and zeros, black and white, binary thinking, there's no intuition, there's no feeling, or emotional connection, there is nothing beyond the physical programmed reality of whatever the authority says is true, as these robots are missing that essential quality that makes us human, that creative spark of divinity, which allows us to instinctively know how to discern truth from falsehood, and that's exactly what that vaccine is designed to extinguish, our moral compass, our divine soul. 

Rudolf Steiner was right, he predicted it over a hundred years ago. And that's what I think is happening right now. We are at war right now, and it's a war of the worlds type scenario, where human beings are the target. So, the question is, what are you going to do about it?

Supporting documents:

https://expose-news.com/2023/09/01/c19-jab-reduces-lives-of-men-by-24-years/?cmid=0cf17dc8-93fc-401c-8410-52a0e42e96b5

https://www.igor-chudov.com/p/half-of-vaccinated-people-never-stop

https://archive.org/details/silent-weapons-for-quiet-wars_202110/mode/2up

https://corbettreport.substack.com/p/your-guide-to-fifth-generation-warfare

Original Title: VAXXED VS UNVAXXED DEATHS IN ENGLAND YTD 2023

Source: https://www.bitchute.com/video/0Ev7J2HKy0Zr/

Channel: @Remarque88 | Posted: September 2023

Bringers of the Dawn

I just started reading a new book Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings of the Pleiadians. It's from the early 1990s. I don't too often read New Age type books anymore, but it had been on my to read list for many years now, and so I needed something "light" to take my mind off the very dark subject matter I've been reading as of late. 

Anyway, I only just started reading it, so this post isn't really about that book, but just to write about a memory that this book triggered. 

You see I have an old friend from high school who has the same last name as the author of that book, and I have this vague memory that they may have been related. Anyway, it made me think of him, and so I decided to look him up. Well, I Googled him, and I found out that he died a few years ago, at the age of 39. The obituary did not indicate how he died, but after a little bit of digging I found out that he actually died while in police custody, supposedly by suicide, specifically by hanging with a sock. Is that even possible? Of course, the first thing I thought was that he was murdered, ala Epstein, John MacAfee style. 

It's very strange, because there turned out to be a federal court case about his death, where his family sued the police department for wrongful death. I'm not going to get into all the specifics, but it read like an Alfred Hitchcock mystery thriller. 

What do we know about the man? 

Well, he had an association with Waldorf education, with Outward Bound, and with working for many years as a waiter at a variety of high end restaurants across the country, from Las Vegas to LA, from Chicago to NYC. He was also a gay man, though really bisexual, because he had been married to a woman once, and fathered a son, but for a greater part of his life, he identified as a gay man, and at the time of his death he was living with a man, who presumably was his lover. Now what's really odd about it is that what attracted the attention of the police in the first place, was that on the night of my friend's death, his roommate apparently fell out of the window of their shared fourth story apartment in the middle of the night. Of course, the first thought that crossed my mind was, did he jump, or was he pushed? Well, apparently he says he fell, and I guess he survived. Well, the police did a welfare check on that apartment, and had to break the door down, and found my friend lying naked face down on the bed, with broken glass and blood everywhere. 

Apparently the police recognized the man, because they had just been to the apartment a week before, where he had overdosed on heroin. Apparently he had a long history of mental illness, specifically bi-polar disorder, and substance abuse, and had tried to commit suicide before. 

Let's back up a bit. 

My memory of him from high school is that he was a really smart, good looking guy, easy to talk to, and I liked him. He had very strong emotional intelligence, could strike up a conversation with anyone, and seemed wise beyond his years. Of course, this is my assessment at age 16, so maybe I wasn't necessarily the best judge of character, but that is what I remember. He wasn't a close friend necessarily, but we associated with the same circle of friends, and I had been to his home before, and met his mother, and I knew at the time that he was into using a lot of psychedelics, magic mushroom, LSD, and that he knew a lot about aliens, and reptilians, and you know, David Icke type stuff. 

It's weird because he was like the poster child for gay rights in the 1990s. He was like literally on posters in my school, because he was openly gay in high school, when I guess that was a new thing to be, and so they used him as a mascot for gay rights, for promoting the message that it's okay to be gay. But of course they didn't tell the truth back then, just like they don't tell the truth right now, that gay people, especially gay men, have a higher mortality rate than heterosexuals, and that the majority of gay men don't live to see their 50th birthday, because they either die from suicide, drug overdose, sexually transmitted diseases, or murder. 

This is actually the truth. That statistically speaking, being gay, as well as being transgender, is actually associated with premature death, as well as increased incidence of mental illness, mood disorders, and overall unhappiness, and should not by any means be promoted or encouraged, unless of course your objective is to kill, to harm, or to psychologically make worse. 

Now, let's imagine a map of the United States, with a circle encompassing the region of Chicago, Illinois and Milwaukee, Wisconsin. That's where I'm from. It's a fucking moral cesspool, an illuminati stronghold, with a strong masonic presence, and I'm very happy to have escaped.

Oh, I'm sure there is much more to this story, most likely involving pornography and pedophilia and prostitution and corrupt lawyers and judges and politicians and freemasons and satanists and other seedy characters that have turned to the dark side, and have thus lost their humanity.

I don't know what was going on with my friend, but I think he was probably a victim of abuse at some point in his life, and I guess he was just fulfilling his destiny. 

Moral lesson: Don't use drugs, and don't be gay, especially if you are a man. If you can do that, well congratulations, you've probably just extended your lifespan by at least 30 years. 

Why Transgenderism Should be Illegal

I used to have a more liberal viewpoint on transgenderism. I figured as long as they aren't hurting anyone, it's their own body, their own choice, and they should have the freedom to do whatever they want with their own body, and no one should be persecuted or discriminated against for it.

But it is now apparent to me that sex change operations, and that whole process of taking puberty blockers, and transgender hormone therapy, is extremely dangerous and harmful to human health, in both the short-term and the long-term. Prospective patients and their parents are consistently being lied to and deceived with many of the safety risks being downplayed and ignored. That much of the information presented in the form of pamphlets and disseminated by doctors and teachers and therapists and pro transgender organizations is highly propagandized, where it's being pushed as mostly safe and effective, when actually the opposite is true. The truth is that it's a completely experimental process, with a horrible safety record, and really it's all about the money.  

Who knew that a female to male sex change operation costs over a million dollars. Or that if this person transitioned at the age of 14 and lived to be 85, they'd pay out another million dollars over their lifetime just for the hormone therapy, and that's not even factoring in the cost of complications. But the biggest shock of all was to learn that a female that transitions into a male at the age of 14 would be lucky if they lived to be 30. Because it is absolutely destructive to their health. What kind of parent would allow their child to do this? One that has not been told the truth, who has been lied to, who has been conned and manipulated into thinking they are helping, when they are actually only helping to kill their own children. 

Original Title: SCOTT NEWGENT FROM 'WHAT IS A WOMAN?' SHOCKS MEDIA INTO SILENCE DURING A LIVE PRESS CONFERENCE

Source: MediaGiant @ https://www.bitchute.com/video/QOR7HDA90JJf/ 

Comments: This is the best video against transgenderism I've ever seen. If this doesn't convince you that transgenderism should be illegal, I don't know what will. It talks all about how horribly destructive this operation is to the human body, how it shortens the lifespan, and that it really is a big money making racket, and a huge con game manipulating people into supporting this, thinking they are helping these people, because otherwise maybe they'd commit suicide, but what they don't tell you is that the suicide rate actually increases after transitioning. They've brainwashed so many people, mostly young people under age 25, and a lot of children, because they are pushing this big time in public schools now, and also is really being pushed among those who consider themselves far left liberal, deceptively lumping the whole transgender movement together with Civil Rights, Gay Rights, Women's Rights, labeling anyone who doesn't support this as a transphobic, intolerant bigot, but it's all a huge lie. 

Related reading: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/56121452-the-transgender-industrial-complex

*Note: I haven't read this book yet, but looks like a good one. 

Thoughts on Vaccination Status, Intelligence and Intuition

I'm not sure what my actual IQ score is, but I remember taking a non-professionally administered IQ test as a kid, and scored around 120. Of course, this test may not have been accurate, but if it was, it means that I'm above average intelligence, but far from being a genius.  

I also remember that when I was in elementary and middle school in the 1980s, every year or so, we used to take these standardized tests, but they never told us our scores. It turns out they were IQ tests. Where the results were sealed up in a file, locked away in some classified dossier, and it's anybody's guess who had access to it, or if it still exists to this day.

I remember being in middle school, and having emotional problems that affected my school work, and I was getting poor grades, and so I had regular meetings with my school guidance counselor, and he was trying to understand why my grades were so low, despite me having some of the highest standardized test scores in the school. I didn't know what my exact score was, but was told it was very high. 

Also, I have this vague memory, probably when I was around 12 or 13 years old, of having a meeting with my school guidance counselor, who was this creepy little Jewish man who looked like a pedophile, who tried to recruit me to go to some special school for the gifted, but it was a boarding school in another city, and I didn't want to leave my friends and family, so I declined. Then I remember at a later time regretting it, and asking him if I could still do it, and he said no, it was a one time offer, apparently there were limited vacancies, and it was no longer an option. I'm glad I didn't go along with it, because it was probably some secret government run MKULTRA program, where I probably would have become some mind controlled assassin, and would probably be dead by now. 

The point is, it wasn't my intelligence that saved me, it was my strong powers of intuition. 

This is the same factor I feel that is at play in my choice not to be vaccinated. 

Although I did receive my childhood vaccines, which fortunately back then were only a small handful compared to how many they give now, I have never received a vaccine as an adult, and have never received a flu shot ever in my life, and that's probably a contributing factor of why I am very healthy, look 20 years younger, and rarely ever get sick. 

A lot of really smart unvaccinated people seem to think that to get or not get the vaccine is a real-world IQ test, and that if you're vaccinated, it means you're an idiot. And of course the high IQ vaccinated think the same thing about the unvaccinated, that the unvaccinated are idiots. 

So which is it? You've got really smart, super educated professionals, scientists and medical doctors on both sides of the debate, that are for and against vaccinations. And of course, you've also got those people who are ordinarily for vaccines, but just not all of them, particularly when certain safety signals have been triggered. Which makes sense. For example, if you're making a medicine to treat high blood pressure, and during clinical trials people actually get worse, or not any better, you should stop administering this drug, but that doesn't necessarily mean all high blood pressure medication is bad. So too with the vaccines. 

But then you've got some people that have total faith in all vaccines, no matter what, that they will continue to support vaccines that should have been pulled because they are either making the problem worse or not helping at all, simply because they mistakenly believe that since it has been approved then it must be safe, and fail to see that the experts and governmental authority figures are capable of getting it wrong and are capable of flat out lying to the public because they themselves have been corrupted. 

And that's called cognitive dissonance.

Anyway, it appears that the resistance to vaccines involves more than a persons IQ or educational level, since there are smart people in both groups. There's got to be some other personality factor involved. And I don't think it's conscientiousness, either, because on the Big Five personality test I score almost 100 percent, and yet, supposedly the official line has been that it's conscientious to get vaccinated in order to protect others. So despite being one of the most conscientious people on the planet, thanks to my intuition I saw through that propaganda effortlessly. 

Again, I think the main factor is probably intuition, some of us naturally have a higher developed level of intuition than others that we instinctively know what to do and what to stay away from. It's kind of like a built in compass. But it's also perhaps illustrative of a persons level of trust or distrust of authority, and level of faith in "the experts" or government itself, and that maybe that distrust is coming from their intuition, as we are able to see the big picture beyond the details, and beyond the words of public service announcements put out by the CDC and the WHO. And also have the perspective of weighing in on the historical precedent of government corruption, of corporate manipulation of data, of biological warfare and harmful experiments conducted on populations by their own governments, corporations, and the Department of Defense. 

That being said it's quite possible that a vaccinated person with a high IQ and a Masters degree or higher could have simply been unaware of the historical precedent of corruption. And again the factor most likely responsible for that is probably intuition, that if they had access to the intuition in the first place they definitely would have made themselves aware of it, just like I have. So, yeah, I'm going to stick with this theory. 

The key insight I get from the realization of this is that the single greatest thing we can do to make the world a better place to live in, is to improve the intuitive knowledge of each and every single living person on this planet. If we can do that, there would be a great renaissance of prosperity for all. 

Unfortunately, it is also my intuition that some of these vaccines may actually be working to destroy a persons intuition, and when that happens, you've got a slave species without a soul, who are more easily controlled, because once a person loses their moral compass and the power of the intuitive mind, they can only look to "the experts" and the authority figures to tell them what to do, because they will be incapable of figuring it out themselves.

If This Blog Were a Stock

If this blog were a stock, based on this chart, would you buy it?

Here's a screen shot of the web traffic for this blog from 2011-2022

If all we knew about this "stock" were based on this chart, it shows that this blog has shown potential to reach a larger audience, but it's been in a state of decline and stagnation for many years now, and so although the possibility does exist that it could make a comeback, it would probably be a longshot. So personally I would probably pass on buying this stock right now. Though maybe it's one to watch, to keep on your radar, that perhaps if it showed signs of returning to an early 2011 pattern, of making a steady climb upward, while staying consistently above 1000, then maybe that would be the time to buy. 

Here's the weird thing, I remember back in 2012 and 2013 when I started seeing a big increase in traffic. People were regularly leaving comments, even sending me emails, linking to my blog, sharing my posts on Twitter and Facebook, and I even found a couple of forums of people discussing my posts. 

It was great to be read, and to receive positive feedback, and I always welcomed a good debate, but at the same time I felt kind of uncomfortable. Like, I didn't like being in the spotlight. I didn't like all the extra attention. It made me realize that I had no desire to be famous. And so, I thought to myself, what am I doing, do I want to be a popular blogger with a large audience, or do I want to have a blog that hardly anyone reads? Well, I guess I decided I'd rather be an unpopular blogger. And so then I stopped trying to actually grow my blog and optimize it for increased traffic. I posted very infrequently, deleted a bunch of posts, stopped commenting on other people's blogs, and ended up completely deleting the blog a few times. Then I return thinking "Hey, where is all my traffic? Where did all my readers go?" Well, you idiot, you deleted your blog, what did you expect would happen? So, I completely screwed up my search engine optimization, where I think I even got completely delisted at one point, where none of my posts were even showing up in search engines for people to find them, and it's like I got blacklisted or something. 

I didn't mind having an unpopular blog, but I still wanted a readership, at least a few real people reading my blog. But then I found out that most of my traffic isn't even real. Like this is not at all unique to me alone, but pretty much all blogs and websites, at least 50 percent of all web traffic is automated bots. Like if you see that you had 100 unique visitors today, at least half aren't even real people, they're bots. I mean I was aware of this, but I guess I didn't realize the magnitude of it. And then the really harsh reality sunk in, that maybe none of my readership is real, like maybe all of my web traffic is coming from automated bots. Like I'm sitting here pouring my heart out, thinking that I'm reaching real people, but all along it's actually all nonhuman, or at least 99 percent of it is.

Talk about a painful slap in the face. 

It's a strange situation to be in: I'm conflicted between wanting to be read, and not wanting to be famous. That's pretty much the main obstacle to this blogs success. That and a lack of a clearly defined goal. You know, what is the purpose of this blog, beyond being read? What am I trying to achieve here?

Well, for me, it's mostly writing practice. I write about whatever I feel like. So, I'm all over the place. Lately I've been posting videos, and writing a commentary to it. I like that format. Posting a picture, a clip, or an excerpt from a book, or article, and following it up with commentary. I think it works, and I will do more of them. But I think I need a clearer focus. I need to come up with a game plan, and a mission statement of why I'm doing this and what I expect to get out of it. 

It's not just about being read, it's about having something to say that's actually worth reading, something of real value, something that is healthy, helpful, and mentally enriching. And it helps if it's focused around a central theme, not scattered all over the place. So once I can figure out my master plan of how to actualize this, then maybe this blog will become a stock worth buying. 

Mass Migration as an Act of War

If you want to know what's really going on at the US Southern Border, watch these two videos: 

Source: https://www.muckraker.com/articles/darien-gap-mass-migration-pipeline-exposed/
Original Title: Inside the Darién Gap | AGENDA 2030 MASS MIGRATION AGENDA EXPOSED | Muckraker Report

Summary: Illegal immigration coming through the Southern border of the United States, is not just originating from Latin America, but is coming from more than 100 different countries around the world, including places as faraway as Africa, China, and the Middle East. 

The entry point is Quito, Ecuador, because of relaxed entry requirements. From there they travel northward through the Darien Gap, Panama, where they proceed to make there way to the US. They are assisted by various International Organizations, such as The International Organization for Migration (UNITED NATIONS), Red Cross, and UNICEF, where they are given care packages, maps, shelter, transportation, and tips on how to cross illegally into the United States. 

This is not just a natural immigration pattern of poverty stricken people seeking a better life, but is a strategically coordinated and internationally funded agenda as described in "2030 Agenda for Sustainable Development" and "Migration and the 2030 agenda". These immigrants are being used as agents of cultural revolution, which has a stated goal of a billion immigrants entering the US by 2030, for the purpose of radically changing the United States demographics, into a population more sympathetic to the implementation of a socialistic one world government.

 

   

Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=73NMN8OEtzc 

Original title: BREAKING! China's U.S. Invasion plan EXPOSED in captured documents | Redacted w Clayton Morris

Comments: The key point in this second video is the observation that a large percentage of these immigrants are military age males, hiding under the cover of political refugee and asylum seeker status, some of which are connected to organized crime and terrorism, and who actually may have been recruited to be an invading army, just awaiting orders to be armed and activated. 

Also, it has been observed that 80,000 Chinese Nationals have illegally entered the US since 2020, and that some have been identified as being members of the Chinese Communist Party, secret police and paramilitary forces. Whether this is true, I don't know, but if it were, then obviously this is how they'd do it.  They did stuff like this during the Bolshevik Revolution, where they shipped in a foreign army of the most violent psychopathic and bloodthirsty terrorists, posing as communist revolutionaries, whose real purpose was to massacre, terrorize, and replace the local population. 

But the key insight I have about this is that if 70 percent of the American population is projected to die off by 2030 from the Covid-19 biowarfare vaccines, then obviously there's going to be a lot of room for new people to move in. What better opportunity for a foreign power intent on imperialistic conquest, then a massive die off event, followed by a billion new immigrants not loyal to the US Constitution, and who are more susceptible to Communist brainwashing and propaganda techniques?