Showing posts with label Death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Death. Show all posts

Sunday, September 3, 2023

Bringers of the Dawn

I just started reading a new book Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings of the Pleiadians. It's from the early 1990s. I don't too often read New Age type books anymore, but it had been on my to read list for many years now, and so I needed something "light" to take my mind off the very dark subject matter I've been reading as of late. 

Anyway, I only just started reading it, so this post isn't really about that book, but just to write about a memory that this book triggered. 

You see I have an old friend from high school who has the same last name as the author of that book, and I have this vague memory that they may have been related. Anyway, it made me think of him, and so I decided to look him up. Well, I Googled him, and I found out that he died a few years ago, at the age of 39. The obituary did not indicate how he died, but after a little bit of digging I found out that he actually died while in police custody, supposedly by suicide, specifically by hanging with a sock. Is that even possible? Of course, the first thing I thought was that he was murdered, ala Epstein, John MacAfee style. 

It's very strange, because there turned out to be a federal court case about his death, where his family sued the police department for wrongful death. I'm not going to get into all the specifics, but it read like an Alfred Hitchcock mystery thriller. 

What do we know about the man? 

Well, he had an association with Waldorf education, with Outward Bound, and with working for many years as a waiter at a variety of high end restaurants across the country, from Las Vegas to LA, from Chicago to NYC. He was also a gay man, though really bisexual, because he had been married to a woman once, and fathered a son, but for a greater part of his life, he identified as a gay man, and at the time of his death he was living with a man, who presumably was his lover. Now what's really odd about it is that what attracted the attention of the police in the first place, was that on the night of my friend's death, his roommate apparently fell out of the window of their shared fourth story apartment in the middle of the night. Of course, the first thought that crossed my mind was, did he jump, or was he pushed? Well, apparently he says he fell, and I guess he survived. Well, the police did a welfare check on that apartment, and had to break the door down, and found my friend lying naked face down on the bed, with broken glass and blood everywhere. 

Apparently the police recognized the man, because they had just been to the apartment a week before, where he had overdosed on heroin. Apparently he had a long history of mental illness, specifically bi-polar disorder, and substance abuse, and had tried to commit suicide before. 

Let's back up a bit. 

My memory of him from high school is that he was a really smart, good looking guy, easy to talk to, and I liked him. He had very strong emotional intelligence, could strike up a conversation with anyone, and seemed wise beyond his years. Of course, this is my assessment at age 16, so maybe I wasn't necessarily the best judge of character, but that is what I remember. He wasn't a close friend necessarily, but we associated with the same circle of friends, and I had been to his home before, and met his mother, and I knew at the time that he was into using a lot of psychedelics, magic mushroom, LSD, and that he knew a lot about aliens, and reptilians, and you know, David Icke type stuff. 

It's weird because he was like the poster child for gay rights in the 1990s. He was like literally on posters in my school, because he was openly gay in high school, when I guess that was a new thing to be, and so they used him as a mascot for gay rights, for promoting the message that it's okay to be gay. But of course they didn't tell the truth back then, just like they don't tell the truth right now, that gay people, especially gay men, have a higher mortality rate than heterosexuals, and that the majority of gay men don't live to see their 50th birthday, because they either die from suicide, drug overdose, sexually transmitted diseases, or murder. 

This is actually the truth. That statistically speaking, being gay, as well as being transgender, is actually associated with premature death, as well as increased incidence of mental illness, mood disorders, and overall unhappiness, and should not by any means be promoted or encouraged, unless of course your objective is to kill, to harm, or to psychologically make worse. 

Now, let's imagine a map of the United States, with a circle encompassing the region of Chicago, Illinois and Milwaukee, Wisconsin. That's where I'm from. It's a fucking moral cesspool, an illuminati stronghold, with a strong masonic presence, and I'm very happy to have escaped.

Oh, I'm sure there is much more to this story, most likely involving pornography and pedophilia and prostitution and corrupt lawyers and judges and politicians and freemasons and satanists and other seedy characters that have turned to the dark side, and have thus lost their humanity.

I don't know what was going on with my friend, but I think he was probably a victim of abuse at some point in his life, and I guess he was just fulfilling his destiny. 

Moral lesson: Don't use drugs, and don't be gay, especially if you are a man. If you can do that, well congratulations, you've probably just extended your lifespan by at least 30 years. 


Saturday, December 3, 2022

December 3, 2022 - Vaccine Shedding

This is a really important video. I hope you watch it. It is my belief that the mRNA based Covid-19 vaccine is a slow acting bio-weapon designed to destroy the immune system. It's basically an injectable form of AIDS. What this video shows is that just like an STD, the vaccinated infect others through close intimate contact.

 
Original Title: Shedding Concerns: "It Looks Like the mRNA is Transferring from the Vaccinated to the Unvaccinated" 


Comments: The primary points of this video are 1) People injected with the mRNA Covid-19 vaccines can pass on the vaccine to others, through a process known as vaccine shedding, which typically occurs through the exchange of bodily fluids: blood, saliva, breast milk, etc. 2) It is unclear if or when the mRNA vaccine will ever leave the body, meaning it may "accumulate with no way of getting rid of it" and 3) the bombshell revelation of this video is that this mRNA vaccine attaches to the human genome and permanently alters the genetic code of the host. 

What this means is that when two vaccinated people have a baby, that baby will be born with the synthetically altered genetic code. Obviously, because this vaccine causes widespread damage to the immune system, many people are going to die from this, but not everybody, maybe some of the infected will adapt and their immune systems will recover, but they will still be genetically modified.

Questions: So does this mean that those newly born people with this altered genetic code become the property of the pharmaceutical companies that own the code? 

The other question I'm concerned about, that I haven't really gotten any clear answers about yet, is that does harmful exposure to vaccine shedding also occur from just being in the same room with someone, breathing the same air, touching the same surfaces, and if so, do masks offer any protection against the phenomenon of vaccine shedding? 

And of course, what does this mean for the food and water supply? Animals are being vaccinated. If you eat meat, fish, poultry, dairy products from animals that have been given the mRNA vaccine, will you get it too, via the process known as vaccine shedding, simply from consuming these products? Is there no escape? Have all the wells been poisoned, so to speak? 

Is this part of the transhumanist agenda, to fully sever the divine nature of humanity, by making a new human, with a new genetic code authored by the new gods, the owners of your synthetically altered DNA, where "you will own nothing and be happy"?

I have a bunch of speculative ideas of where this could go, but I think I'll save it for another post.

Anyway, I really hope this is just a science fiction conspiracy theory, and not true. And if it is true, hopefully these evil "geniuses" aren't as smart as they think they are, and human beings have the strength and resilience to overcome this obstacle and not be destroyed by these forces of darkness. Because, guess what, while it may not be entirely clear why they are doing this, the fact remains that it is clearly evil to give a person a poison and tell them its a medicine, and it is clearly evil to conduct medical experimentation and genetic manipulation on a population without their knowledge or consent. 

That is what I believe is happening. The reasons I can come up with to explain why they are doing it are only speculative, but clearly people are being experimented upon, poisoned, damaged, genetically modified, and it's really sickening.

Tuesday, November 22, 2022

November 22, 2022 - Died Suddenly

If you want to know the truth of what is really happening in the world, then sometimes it is necessary to expose yourself to information that is extremely disturbing. 

I recommend all readers of this blog check out this video presentation below on "the truth about the greatest ongoing mass genocide in human history."
 

Original Title: Stew Peters Presents: Died Suddenly 

Update: Here's a good article pointing out some of the problems with this video. https://amidwesterndoctor.substack.com/p/what-is-causing-the-died-suddenly?utm_source=profile&utm_medium=reader2

Comment: Most people don't plan to die, especially if they are young and healthy, but it happens, and lately it seems to be happening a lot. Are these drug overdoses, suicides, accidents, or murders? Nope. Previously fit and healthy young people are just dropping dead suddenly and unexpectedly. I wonder what it could be? Could it be vaccines? 5G? Overexposure to pesticides, weed killers, chemtrails, toxins in the food and water supply? 

Whatever it is it's happening, and this video may offer some clues.

Thursday, October 27, 2022

October 27, 2022 - Covid-19 and 5G

The Link Between 5G, Covid-19, and Sudden Adult Death Syndrome 


Originally titled: A New Way to Die: SADs 

Archives of the Dr. Rima Truth Reports Published October 12, 2022 


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Wednesday, January 21, 2015

The Putrid Smell of Disease



You know how old people have a tendency to smell bad? You know, that whole cliché about smelling like an old geezer, or an old biddy, smelling like urine, BO, bad breath, and dirty crotch. Sorry to be so blunt, but you know what I mean.

The elderly. Usually it is assumed that the smell is the result of poor hygiene. Being unable to wash properly, either due to poverty, of not having people care for you and unable to care for yourself, or of laziness, not having the energy or the strength to care, each breath a hardship, getting up is a struggle, walking around, a struggle in balance, a broken hip waiting to happen. They lose their hair, and their coordination, and their ability to reason, their ability to speak, like their reverting back to infancy, like a drooling baby, with no knowledge about the world, unfamiliar with their body and the laws of gravity, totally at the mercy of the elements and the goodwill of strangers.

But the difference is that the bright light animating the infants zest for life, being open to it all, smiling, because everything is new and wonderful and beautiful and brilliant and creative, and they are eager to learn, to love and to be loved and to become a part of this life, a wonderful adventure awaiting them, is missing from the elderly falling apart, dying not because they choose, but because it is a written death sentence; the ground is breaking away beneath their feet, the organs are collapsing, the skeleton support of life is disintegrating, and it is entirely out of their control, and they are unprepared for it.

Disintegration while still living, little by little things stop working properly, like an impending computer hard drive failure, things slow down, start acting strangely, chaotically, programs don't boot properly, they freeze up, like a glitch in the system is causing complete chaos and malfunction, and eventually the computer is dead, it just won't boot anymore, nothing you can do but replace it.

The insight is, that the horrible smell so often encountered in the elderly, is not simply a matter of poor hygiene, poverty, or laziness, but rather, it's the odor of decay, of disintegration, of sickness and disease, of organ failure, and of death, eating them away as they live, gradually gnawing away at them, until nothing is left. You see, you start dying long before you actually die, sometimes even before you actually start living, in the sense that life is experienced in the full awareness of your heart. It can go on for years, this disintegration, being a very gradual process, but the signs are there for those who know what to look for, what to smell for, and what to listen for.

The smell of urine reveals much. A great depth of insight can be had, for those trained, or intuitively receptive, to know the signs, to recognize the differences between healthy urine and unhealthy urine. The smell of death and disease is always unpleasant and putrid. No perfume or cosmetic can cover it up, it is exuded in the pours of the skin, in all bodily fluids and secretions, it shows in the eyes, in the nails, the complexion, the voice, and the breath. It is fully visible with no place to hide, except in plain sight to those who fail to see it.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Faces of Death

Today I finished watching a documentary called Faces of Death.

I started watching this one last night and finished it today, and let me tell you, all I can say is WOW! I've never seen anything like this before. Not for the faint of heart, that's for sure. But if you can handle it, it's worth watching at least once.

Faces of Death is a graphic documentary film about death, but could just as easily be a horror film. In fact it's so graphic that it has been banned in over 40 countries! Yes, it's morbid. Yes, it's disturbing. Yes, it's shocking. Some may even refer to it as death porn. Using real life film footage from hospitals, morgues, autopsy rooms, war zones, slaughterhouses, public executions, accident and crime scenes, mausoleums and graves, this video graphically depicts the many faces of death, be that death by disease, accident, murder, or execution, this film shows it all.

It's not something I ever need to see again, but I do think it is worthwhile watching once. At least catch the first 20 minutes of it. The tour of the cemetery in Mexico with the mummified corpses is one of my favorite parts. Well that and the autopsy showing the removal of the human brain. It's not that I like it, but it's shockingly mind blowing and unbelievably surreal stuff.

It's uncanny to see how much the face is like a mask. When a person is dead and the skin of their face is peeled away from the skull, what's left is a lifeless mask, no different than any mask you could buy in the store. Because there is no life in it. The mask only comes alive when someone is wearing it. You see this truth illustrated most vividly during an autopsy. How a dead body is like a lifeless doll, like an inanimate object. Because it is not the flesh and bone that lives, but it is the energy of the spirit of the person that animates the flesh, and when that energy leaves, what's left is nothing but a pile of rotting meat and bone.

Yes, death is an unpleasant reality, a reality that most people do not want to face, that most people do not want to think about, but you should, because like it or not you too will die, and so will your loved ones. This is not to say that you should become obsessed with it, but just that you should never forget this painful truth, that you will not live forever, that death is stalking you every moment of your life, and will eventually catch you in the end when you least expect it.

I'd like to think that I will live a long time. Seriously. I'm all about longevity. Very health conscious. Doing everything in my power to maintain my strength my youth and my healthiness. But you know what? Even if I beat the odds and become the longest living person, and maintaining my youthfulness for as long as possible, you still can't live forever. Maybe there is such a thing as the immortality of the soul, but the body itself is doomed. While you may extend your life, you can't extend it forever, all things must eventually come to their end. That's just the way it is. It's a painful truth that I'm still trying to come to terms with. And there is no other way to come to terms with it without facing your own death directly and resolutely with your eyes wide open and wide awake and aware.

All things die. You could even say that life lives by eating life. Someone must die in order for another to live. Though I must tell you that after seeing this film vegetarianism seems even more appealing to me than it did before. I don't want to be complicit in the taking of anyone's life. Sure plants are living things too, but a vegetarian diet just seems a lot kinder to me. There is no viciousness in it.

Whereas killing an animal is extremely vicious. What you don't think so? Why don't you put yourself in its place for a moment, and see if you still would feel that way. Do onto others as you'd have them do unto you. Does that mean anything to you? How would you feel to be hunted for your flesh? How would you feel to see your loved one's murdered before your eyes to satisfy someone's hunger? Because that's what's been done to the animals you eat. Murdered. If you kill a person to eat their flesh? It's called murder. If you kill an animal to eat their flesh, it's called hunting, it's called survival, it's called sport.

But either way it's killing, the taking of a life. Obviously you must do whatever you must do to survive. People have even been known to turn to cannibalism in times of need. Desperate people often do desperate things. But if you have a choice in the matter, if vegetarianism is an option, it seems the far more superior choice. But what do I know? Some people love the thrill of the hunt, and are truly blood thirsty people. The African Masai for instance, drink the blood of their prey, it's like a sacred ritual to them...where their not just drinking blood, their feasting off of it like a vampire consuming its soul.

I had a dream of being hunted once, actually I've had more than one dream of that nature, but only one dream where not only was I being hunted, but I was actually caught and killed and eaten alive. It was terrifying. I remember it vividly, even though it occurred a couple years ago. In this dream I was hunted by a very large bird, either an owl or an eagle. It had me cornered and immobilized by its talons, and there was no escape, no talking my way out of it. I was going to die that day becoming somebody's dinner and there was not a single thing I could do to stop it.

You could say that hunting is natural, that it is natural for life to eat life, but I got to tell you that from the perspective of the hunted, nothing could seem further from the truth. Nothing felt more wrong than it did at that moment of being hunted, like it was the ultimate injustice, the ultimate betrayal, the ultimate violation. It felt like what was happening to me shouldn't happen to anyone ever, because it was nothing less than murder.