Rage Against the Machine

So, this blog must be destroyed and it must happen soon. Why? I feel that I must purge myself of all traces of Google. The same is true of Microsoft. 

You see I've been scraping by, just barely, by picking up freelance work online, here and there, it comes and goes, pay rate varies, sometimes as low as $12 an hour, sometimes as high as $30 an hour. 

Good thing I had a nest egg, or I'd be living on the streets by now. 

One of the "gigs" I've been supplementing my income from has been as an AI Trainer. I absolutely hate it, but hey, guess it beats slaving away at a fast food restaurant. I've done retail for almost ten years, like twenty years ago, and I'm not going back to that. I actually for awhile considered applying at Target, but after spending some time shopping in the store, and observing the workers, it was like a flashback to my first job ever in the 1990s, and it would be like taking a wrong turn in the wrong direction, a complete nightmare.

I've never worked in a restaurant, or coffee shop, but I've always been curious about it, as long as the food is relatively healthy, and the people somewhat intelligent, because fast food would be like working on a slave plantation, and I'm not a slave. Luckily we're not there yet.

Anyway, getting back to the original topic: Why must this blog be destroyed?

Well, I've had to give my personal information to a lot of different companies lately, all connected either to this computer, a Gmail account or Outlook, and I feel like my privacy is completely compromised. 

So I feel like I need to buy another computer, a used refurbished one, preferably a Lenovo Thinkpad, and install Linux on it, and not use it for accessing any Google or Microsoft services, which means its probably a good idea not to have a blog here anymore.

That's what I'm thinking. 

I don't trust either one of these companies, and I definitely do not trust AI, and can see now that it's being used completely for propaganda purposes, to misinform, to misdirect, and to make people cognitively dissonant and retarded, by pushing meaningless information that is either statistically false, completely fabricated, or copy-pasted nonsense, but is so convincing, because it's like a professional liar, with perfect grammar, and it sounds good, and it's coming from a "credible" source, so people will consider believing it. 

I see the direction this is heading in. They (As in "They Live") want most content created by AI, which means most websites and newspapers, magazines, and television, basically any written text, or script, being pushed as coming from a reputable authoritative source. It's all going to be written by AI. 

Which means the death of the free press, and the death of free speech. I mean you can still talk all you want, write whatever you want, and podcast your deepest and most insightful observations all you want, but if no one else can find it, or if only a few people can find it, well, that's censorship right there. 

It's like an Orwellian nightmare.

A Little Secret

I just want to tell you a little secret. 

But the secret already vanished from my mind. 

I hate AI just as much as I hate 5G, 

Roundup, high-fructose corn syrup, MSG, and TV.

THEY ARE ALL RELATED.

Silicon Valley. The creepers with PhD's. 

Bill Gates. Jack Parsons. The godless, the arrogant, the fake. 

The ugly, the evil, the upside down rulers of this world, 

complicit in the crime of manufacturing consent, 

of hoodwinking the masses into an artificially 

induced state of consciousness resembling sleep. 

Mass produced, self-hypnotically induced: 

Trauma based victims of mind control. 

The sleep sheep. The sheep sleep. 

Try saying that ten times in a roll.

Factory farmed people!

Animal Farm

by George Orwell. 

It's like a documentary. 

They live!

So says the grasshopper in the green room. 

"Soylent Green is People!"

Prophecy, insider information, or science fiction?

Somebody posted this on a conspiracy site, and at first I thought maybe it was fake, and they just altered the dates and photoshopped the picture, but sure enough it's a real article. 

It was published in July 2021, and whether or not it was meant to be fiction or not is unimportant, the fact is, if you read it, it predicted the end of the world starting May 12, 2024, by a geomagnetic storm shutting down the electric grid. Beginning on the east coast and working its way west, people will expect it to come back in a couple days, but it never does. At least according to his story. 

I'm not sure I trust Weinstein, and actually whenever I look at him I can't help but see a similarity in the shape of his eyes and ears with this thing: 

Anyway, it's so strange that he wrote this article almost three years ago, as if he were recounting an historical event, knowing exactly what was going to happen perhaps because he time traveled into the future and saw it firsthand. I mean of course it may not happen, it might just be a coincidence that he picked the exact date for his doomsday story, which matches the exact date of an actual geomagnetic storm having the potential to knock out the electric grid. What are the odds of that? Could he be a time traveler, a psychic, or perhaps someone who is privy to some premediated plan to knock out the power grid in an act of warfare and then blame it on the sun? Either way if it happens we will all literally be in the dark, not only will the lights not work, but most people will have no idea what is happening in the rest of the world, because most of the communication systems will be inoperable. 

They'll be no internet, no cellphone service, no television, no FM radio, and unless you are a VIP with a security clearance, your only source of communication will be shortwave radio and walkie talkies, if you have a way to keep them powered on that is. Also there won't be any running water. It'll last for a few hours, just the trickle left in the pipes and what's in the water heaters, but the municipal tap water requires electricity to work. So, you have to be very conservative with water, and be on the look out for water heaters in abandoned homes, as they usually hold like 40 gallons in reserve. But the biggest killer will be starvation and disease, caused by lack of sanitation, food poisoning, and malnutrition, it'll start looking like a third world country in a couple of weeks, if such a scenario were to occur. They'll be roaming gangs of thieves, raping, plundering, murdering, and resorting to cannibalism just to stay alive. And worse case scenario the military and homeland security will start rounding people up, under the pretext of providing food, water, and shelter, and other basic needs, but actually they'll more than likely be using you for some other purpose, likely slave labor, and just like a concentration camp victim, they'll be farming you for your raw materials, and dumping your remains in a mass grave. 

Of course, it's just a story, a doomsday post-apocalyptic story, which in reality could turn out completely different. But if the power grid does get knocked out and it doesn't come back, it would definitely be a mass casualty event. Some will survive, but most people are completely unprepared, and would die within a few months, some within a few days. Hunting and fishing and gathering wild edible foods will be slim pickings if everyone is suddenly desperate and starving. 

Yeah, a lot of people will become cannibals, and since the majority of people are vaccinated, that's a lot of contaminated meat, and with the prion disease and dementia, it would probably start looking like a zombie apocalypse really quick.

And then there is this: 

Synchronicity in Real Time

So, over the years I've been a dabbler in divination, and have consulted the tarot cards and the I Ching, multiple times in my life, though I very rarely ever use it now.

I haven't done an I Ching reading in probably like 20 years, and have only consulted the tarot cards like four or five times in the past 10 years, so it's a relatively rare event.

Anyway, tonight I decided to do a reading for myself, but this reading was completely different than any reading I've ever done before. 

Ordinarily when giving readings for myself I would shuffle the deck of cards and deal the cards face down, one at a time: The first card representing the past, the second card representing the present, and the third card representing the future. 

The way this time differed is that instead of pulling a random card and then putting it face down and flipping it over, this time I kept shuffling the deck in my hands and then spreading the cards out in my hand like a fan, where all the cards were face down until a card revealed itself to me. Literally I would find a card face up, when all the others were face down. This was not premeditated. I've never done this before. And it worked. Between each draw I shuffled again with all cards to the best of my knowledge being face down. And all three cards turned up in this divination. 

The three cards were: The Knight of Cups, representing the past, and the Moon, representing the present, and the Ace of Pentacles representing the future. 

Prior to this, a few hours ago, I was having a conversation with someone, talking about living in a small apartment with a cat, and that having a bunk bed might be a good idea, you know, you sleep down below and your cat has a cat tree to perch in above. 

This caused a whole chain of events and associations in my mind. I remembered a close friend of mine from middle school, a boy, who was probably the smartest and highest IQ person I've ever known in my life. He was very gifted, he had an ant farm and played table top dungeons and dragons, and probably could have been a member of Mensa. I mean, I'm smart, but you know, I'm not a rocket scientist, if you know what I mean, but this guy was gifted in that way. 

I met him around 5th and 6th grade. He had a bunk bed, because he shared a room with his older brother. 

Anyway, I hadn't really thought of him in a few years, but because I was talking about bunk beds it triggered a memory in my mind of my old friend. So I Googled him and find an obituary associated with his name. Apparently his dad died like a few days ago, suddenly and unexpectedly. I mean how weird is that? Had I not been talking about bunk beds, I never would have even thought to look my friend up.

That's like the ultimate synchronicity right there. Anyway, this has reawakened a whole series of memories, and I could probably write thousands of pages about my relationship with my friend, as well as my childhood and teenage years, but I won't be doing that here. 

April 8th Solar Eclipse

I probably should stop reading online conspiracy theories and doomsday porn, because I look back at archived stories from like twenty years ago, where the doomsday prophets at the time were predicting imminent collapse, nuclear war, and a black swan event. 

And fast forward twenty years later, they're still predicting it, as if it's just right around the corner.  

Anyway, as a post apocalyptic thriller junkie, who loves Mad Max, the Fallout video game series, disaster movies, and anything about the zombie apocalypse, I guess I just can't help myself. 

So, as you know there's a solar eclipse happening in North America on April 8th. There's a lot of weird things happening with this one.

In Switzerland, at the same time as the eclipse, CERN will be firing up its hadron collider, conducting an experiment to penetrate the mysteries of dark matter, and you know most of those rocket scientists and nuclear physicists are a bunch of Aleister Crowley following black magic occultists, and so some speculate that they will actually be attempting to open up a portal to the demonic realm. Oh my, but fact checkers say no, that's misinformation. Yeah, you can believe what you want, but try not to believe the lie. 

Anyway, while this is happening Nasa will also be firing rockets to the dark side of the moon, rockets which very eerily are named after an Egyptian deity associated with cataclysmic events.

April 8th is the first day of the Hebrew new year.

Jewish rabbis in Israel will be ritually sacrificing red heifers imported from Texas. 

What makes the whole thing exceptionally sinister is that these heifer, are the most beautiful and innocent creatures on earth, raised specifically to live peaceful lives without hardship or toil and are loved like pets. In other words, they are special. Nothing like killing the ones you love, eh? Hey, it's kosher, killing them softly and with maximum effect; the greater the suffering, the greater the purification. You see, to these black magic occultists the more innocent and spiritually pure and good the sacrificed victim, the more powerful they believe the sacrifice to be. They kill the good, as a sacrifice to their evil god. 

But wait, there's more. There's also a comet heading our way, called the devil comet, which last time it came around, allegedly there were a bunch of earthquakes, and I didn't fact check it so who knows.

Oh my god, it's like every disaster movie, supernatural thriller, and end times prophecy all happening on the same day!

I'm not sure what I'll do on that day. Maybe I'll turn off my phone and put all my electronics into a faraday cage, close all my windows and blinds, and put on some earplugs, and resist the urge to go outside and look up? Not sure. But there's still time to figure it out. 

And as if that wasn't enough bad news for one night, if you're vaccinated, you probably don't have much time left. I'm sorry to be the harbinger of bad news, and if you've been reading my blog for awhile I hope you took my advice and didn't get it, but that's the latest analysis from Dr. Geert Vanden Bossche. 

Of course, with 200 million plus people all dropping dead soon, it's bound to have negative repercussions for the rest of us, as everything collapses around us, including the hospitals, emergency services, public sanitation, the food supply, and the electric grid. 

If you are smart, resourceful, and lucky you have a fallout shelter and 5 years worth of food and water. Me, not so lucky. I'll do the best I can to fight off the hordes of zombies, the radiation poisoning, starvation and who knows what else, and will try to stay alive as best as I can, but you know, living in the desert without access to water, well, it'll probably take a miracle to survive. 

Of course, these predictions have been made before, and nothing happened, and we are still here. So, it's best not to let fear and panic get a hold of you. Stay strong and stay safe. You might want to stock up on supplies though, if you haven't already, at least a months worth is better than nothing. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61bmPvdLK_I

The Snake Hisses

I want to tell you a story right now, based on real world events. 

This is going back like 30 years ago. Okay, I hope that doesn't make me seem really old, but it is what it is. 

Anyway, as I've said before, though maybe not here, many of my friends and teachers and classmates growing up were Jewish.

This is way before I became aware of the Jewish Question. 

Back then I was taught to believe that the Jews were an oppressed people. But I remember speaking to my High School homeroom teacher one day, a Brooklyn Jew with a PhD in Physics, and we got into a disagreement about oppressed people, because I was on a feminist kick at the time, and, anyway, I remember pointing out to him, that it's weird that Jews are so oppressed and yet they are so successful. 

He smiled and nodded in agreement.

He wasn't going to debate me after that. I was now one of them, or so I thought. 

Anyway, he was a religiously observant Jew, who attended Synagogue on a regular basis. At the time I was really into books, I still am, but back then it was new to me, and so I was all Gung Ho about it. I was interested in linguistics, ancient languages, anthropology, and archeology. My teacher, my homeroom teacher, Mr. Ph.D. in Physics, University of Berkeley 1960 something, told me one day that he had access to a large amount of Jewish Torahs that they were trying to dispose of in a graceful manner. 

I said I'd love to have one. He said something like that as a teacher in a public school that he could not give me this book because it is religious and they were not allowed to promote any sort of religious literature. Well, I convinced him to give it to me. It was really cool, it was in English, Greek, and Hebrew. It had all those languages. 

Anyway, he said that it was a Sacred Text and that he was a caretaker of it, and that he was entrusting it to me to borrow it and to take good care of it as a gesture of goodwill. 

Okay, fast forward a couple year's later. I have a garage sale. I sell some books, the Jewish Torah is one of them. Somehow my teacher comes to the garage sale, takes the book without paying for it, gives me a dirty look, as if expressing that I've betrayed him. I remember apologizing, but it was to no avail. Looking back on it now I can honestly say that at the time I had simply forgotten the agreement, or didn't think he meant it. Had it happened now I would have kept the book. I never would have tried to sell it.

Yeah, this teacher, the Jew from Brooklyn, who graduated from UC Berkeley with a PHD in Physics, eventually ended up becoming a transgender woman.  

Well, isn't that special?

Secrets of the Darion Gap

I watch this YouTube channel periodically: The Shawn Ryan Show. 

He usually has people on who are former military, intelligence agents, or whistleblowers, usually involving some type of clandestine activity or government corruption. 

Anyway, I'm aware everything coming out of this channel could be propaganda, as whenever you have these types divulging secrets, it's usually because they represent certain interests that want you thinking a certain way, that want you arriving at conclusions that they've carefully crafted for you, not because they are committed to exposing the truth, but because they are paid propagandists. 

Okay, this goes for people like Edward Snowden, too, you know is he really a patriotic whistleblower, or is he still on the company payroll, and just playing an extended deep cover role?  Obviously we'll never know for sure, but from my understanding, the fact is, the military and intelligence agencies operate a lot like the mob, that you cannot ever really leave, retire, or quit, once you become a member of those groups, you're in it for life. I mean I guess a person could become an outlaw and go rogue, but in this case, they are probably not going to have their own YouTube channel. 

Anyway, that being said, that doesn't mean that there isn't useful information to be gained here, it's just that you have to be a critical thinker, and don't just passively accept the conclusions they are giving you, but instead gather the information and decide for yourself. 

I've seen this guy before, the guy being interviewed. He's been featured on Redacted and Muckraker, as an investigative journalist whose been on location for months now covering what's been going on with the migrants coming through the Darion Gap. He's a pudgy little bald guy, didn't really think much of him, in all honesty, but apparently he's a former Green Beret. 

In this interview he talks about there being a strategically coordinated plan of sending migrants, not just into the US, but sending them to specific strategically important port cities, such as New York City and Chicago, with the purpose of causing collapse of those cities. 

For instance, by overburdening the shelter system, the hospitals, the schools, causing skyrocketing crime, drastically lowering the quality of life for everyone, and basically bankrupting the cities. 

Okay, basically it's an act of warfare. Which is not to say that all the migrants are in on it, most of them are probably just genuinely impoverished people seeking a better life, but they are being used as pawns in the game to conceal the more nefarious elements among them, who are strategically coordinating attacks on the system on orders given by a higher authority. 

Some say this higher authority is George Soros, the United Nations, and the WEF. Others point to Russia or China. Either way, whatever is happening is most likely part of the New World Order Agenda. 

The other thing pointed out in this video is that there is a new road being built through or around the Darion gap, to further expedite the amount of people coming through, but the aim is not just to destroy the infrastructure of certain key cities, but ultimately it's about obtaining control of the Panama Canal. 

I guess whoever controls the Panama canal obtains a huge amount of power over the global economy, and if it were a game of chess, taking the panama canal would be equivalent to taking the queen. 

I'm sure there's probably a lot more going on, probably involving aliens, too. I mean really, everyday there's fighter jets flying over my city, like more than normal, sometimes all day long, and I wonder if they are fighting UFO's that are not detectable to the human eye. Like there could be an invisible war going on in the sky right now. Of course the whole thing could be a PSYOP: building up to the Project Bluebeam, aka fake alien invasion and/or second coming of Christ. 

I don't know, but whatever it is things are definitely getting stranger by the day. That is for sure. 

Related post: Mass Migration as an Act of War

How I Spent My Day Today

I thought it was the first day of Spring today, but I must have been confused, because I guess it was a couple of days ago. 

Anyway, since I have managed to continue working from home, at least for a bit, let's hope it lasts, this time as an independent contractor, I'm able to pretty much work whenever I feel like it, and take my breaks outside as I see fit, enjoying the moments when it is quiet outside and my annoying neighbors are not around. 

It's kind of a less than ideal atmosphere, for multiple reasons, but it's not all bad. For example, there is a large and very old tree right across the parking lot from where I live, which is the seasonal home of hawks and ravens and owls, which are always welcome company. 

I also had a hummingbird almost land on me today, and it hovered in front of me, completely surprising me, where it seemed to be looking directly at me for a moment, and then landed on a branch on the big tree directly behind me. 

I'm actually sitting on the curb of the parking lot where I live, because my apartment is completely in the shade, and I wanted to sit in the sun, and also be able to keep a close eye on my apartment.

Here's a picture from my mid-afternoon snack: 

I don't believe I am a super narcissistic person, but honestly this camera, which is an android phone, does not take very good self-portraits. 

I do realize I am getting up there in the years, but for some reason this phone distorts my face, causing some weird indentation on my nose, that doesn't really exist, and it's extremely annoying, to such an extent that I will probably either get an iPhone at some point, or a proper camera, just to be able to take pictures that more accurately reflect reality. 

Anyway, this is a great snack: Manzanilla olives, Swiss cheese, plum tomatoes, and herb crackers from Trader Joe's. I sit out here frequently throughout the day. Since I have complete control over the time I spend working, I can work for an hour, sit outside for an hour, and do whatever I see fit. 

It felt pretty warm today, though, not so much the ambient air temperature, but more so the intensity of the sun, the UV index, it felt noticeably different than just a couple days ago. So, pretty soon I won't be sitting in the sun anymore. 

Being from a cold northern climate originally, and now living close to the Mexican border, I can honestly tell you that when I was up north, especially in the Winter time and Spring, that when you get sunny days up there, even though it's cold, sitting in the sun is much more enjoyable when it is cooler outside. 

Here you just burn, and overheat, and that is not fun. 

Meme of the Day

It's that moment in time when you realize that the same people pushing the transgender movement, LGBTQ, and the propaganda model of equity, diversity, and inclusion, are the same people who think that it's okay to sodomize an infant...

Hmm, the study says incest is perfectly normal. I wonder what will be next, maybe pedophilia and bestiality, perhaps? I guess the next thing to be normalized will be euthanasia. Yeah, that's already happened, I wonder what will happen next?

Probably some Jim Jones "I wonder who drank the Kool-Aid" mass death event, where billions of people just suddenly and unexpectedly drop dead? 

If I were to look on the bright side of things perhaps I could imagine that the people dropping dead suddenly and unexpectedly are really just NPC's being erased forever, people who never really existed anyway, because they had no souls to begin with, and were just virtual reality figments of imagination and not real people with meaningful lives to live?

Gaslighting

So, just so you know, I have been a victim of "gaslighting" on multiple fronts. 

What is gaslighting? 

Well, when you Google it, the answer is ambiguous. But when you dig a little deeper, you realize it means fundamentally that people are lying to you, and are encouraging you to question your basic instincts of what is true or false. 

For example, when you are being treated wrongly, and the people who treated you wrongly say, it's not your fault. 

That's a huge red flag right there, and it is what I experience on a daily basis. 

I'm currently very upset, because I've been out of work for awhile, and have found a job with a company I've been doing freelance work with for the past 7 years, and have been promoted to a higher paying position paying almost double of what I've made before. 

Well, they hold back a month, and now the month has come due for payment, and I'm not receiving it. 

And I feel like I am being robbed.  

This is an example of gaslighting.

A Picture is Worth a Thousand Words

This is one of the key insights from the video in the post below:

What are these things? 

They look like evil clowns, like a combination of a dog and a black man, a caricature of a black man on a stick, like a circus prop. 

Are they clones? Ugly clones of a slave cast? Or this must be a joke? If these are aliens, they are the ugliest aliens I could imagine. 

Of course, this could be photoshopped, but what if it's not?

Changes on the Horizon

Just a quick update. I wanted to let you know that I am definitely planning on creating a new website, possibly with the same name, but different domain, which I will have complete ownership and creative control over. 

I will likely transfer most of the posts here and put them into some sort of archive on the new site, for anyone interested in reading them again.  I also may start using Grammarly, and try to fix any typos,  without changing the fundamental content or character of the posts, just to make them a little more polished for the new site.

It will primarily be a nonprofit website, in that I don't expect to make a living off of it, but I may put up either a donation button, or affiliate links, simply to help recoup the cost of web hosting, etc. 

It's a pretty huge project, and I'm just presently too busy right now to do it, but it is definitely something I'm planning on doing hopefully within the next few months and maybe sooner. 

Until then I will continue posting here sporadically, and also likely will not delete this blog, in case I change my mind and wish to come back, although much of the content will likely be removed except for a page with some information on it and some links. 

Anyway, here's something I just found that is really strange, scary, and extremely illuminating. I thought I'd share it here without comment. I'm not saying it's true, I'm not saying I believe it, but if you have an hour and a half to spare, it's very extremely interesting. And if you don't want to watch it on this blog, I will post a link below the video. 

https://www.bitchute.com/video/8Tdpwy8s6uHK/

Adventures in Synchronicity

Here's an interesting story, and it's a short story, based on the memory of real events. 

There's a grocery store that I shop at nearby where I live, that I absolutely hate, but I only shop there for the convenience of it being close to where I live. 

So, there's an employee there, who looks like a younger, and much shorter version of Rick Steves, the travel guy who tells people how to travel Europe on the cheap if you are an affluent boomer. 

Anyway, this guy works there as a grocery bagger, aka "courtesy clerk", whom I've dealt with as a customer on numerous occasions, but never before had a conversation with, and whom I previously regarded as probably retarded, mostly based on his appearance and mannerisms, you know, short, over 40, and somewhat clueless looking. 

Well, anyway, as I'm waiting in line at the store today, this guy must have been on his break, and was waiting in line behind me, and he says hi, and I say hi back, and so out of a spontaneous urge to make small talk, I ask him how his day is going. 

He says:  "I'd rather be with my books." 

I say: What do you mean? Reading or writing?

He says: Both. I'm a published author. I'm working on a new book. 

I say: Oh, really? Is it nonfiction or fiction? 

He says: I'm writing a supernatural novel. It's a mystery and detective story with a strong focus on the supernatural. Specifically, it's about vampires. 

I say: Oh, that's very interesting...

(Etc. Etc.)

I said something about the creative process, about how having a job that doesn't require a lot of mental effort, but is physically demanding without being mentally draining, is a smart idea for creative people not wanting to be so mentally drained at the end of their work day that they can't create. 

It's very strange to think that some of the people you see bagging groceries and cashiering in grocery stores, may actually be former professionals with Master's degrees.