Eyesight, Foresight, and Dreams Remembered

 

It's very interesting that with some people if you say something positive about yourself that sets you apart from others, there are some people that will say that you are bragging, and will immediately dismiss you and undermine your worth.

It's so fucking odd. It's like imagine most people are sick, and you pronounce yourself to be healthy, there are actually real people in this world that will criticize you and will call you vain and narcissistic and stupid, simply because you are describing a reality that they are incapable of seeing. 

I've always had superior eyesight. When I was in high school and taking drivers education class, I had my eyesight officially tested and I tested at 20/10 vision. Which at the time I knew was very good, but had no idea exactly how good it was, like it's very rare, it's like the best eyesight in the world. My mother fed me a lot of carrots in my youth. Like when I was a kid, I ate carrots at every meal, and this went on for like at least 20 fucking years. 

I'm an honest person. Okay, and I'm also a good person. I'm not out for personal gain, I'm not about destroying people to make myself look better. I'm not someone who is out there trying to profit off of other people's misfortune. I'm someone who wants everyone to be happy and wants each and every single person to be the best that they can be. 

Anyway, I've always had superior vision. And I've always remembered my dreams. Believe it or not, there are some people in this world who go to sleep each night and never remember there dreams. I'm not one of them. I remember dreams I had when I was a little kid. Okay. Anyway, I'm going to get my eyesight tested again and I will post the results here.

January End of Month Update

So, I haven't been posting here because I've been under a substantial amount of stress and didn't really feel like writing about it. 

We have a new president, not the source of my stress, but just thought I'd mention it.

Yes, I am an American, in case you didn't know. Anyway, I didn't vote in this election, because honestly I didn't support either candidate, but definitely was leaning more towards Trump. And everything he's done so far in the first few days he's been in office has been great in my opinion, such as mass deportation of illegal aliens, especially those with criminal histories, and the declassification of JFK, RFK, MLK, etc., (weird how that reads similar to the KKK), and there was some speculation that there will be a declassification of 9/11 as well, but I doubt that will happen, because if they did, they'd have to declare war on ISRAEL, and I don't see that happening anytime soon, so instead most of the documents released will be heavily sanitized, blacked out and redacted to the point of being almost completely useless. 

I'm also aware that for everything good he has done, there is much bad he is capable of doing, and it looks like he will be the one that will usher in the New World Order. Digital currency. Microchip implants. One World Government.

I'm not going to write about that to prove my case, but this infographic speaks volumes. 

Yeah, I don't socialize with many people. Although I do appear to be a relatively normal person, I'm clean, healthy, responsible, somewhat good looking and personable, even my ultra extroverted grandmother commented on me being very personable and friendly, and she wasn't a bullshiter, but my beliefs are definitely outside of the mainstream. 

I find that when I communicate with people, whether online or in person, and I speak truthfully from the heart, I find that I have nothing in common with most people, and I am often dismissed as being an uneducated fool. That's why I tend to avoid discussing my vaccination status with others, because most people think if you are unvaccinated or against vaccinations in general it means  you are an idiot. If you talk about the validity of chemtrails you are branded an idiot. If you talk about the harmful effects of 5G and fluoride in the water, you are considered an idiot, especially if you have those beliefs while also at the same time lacking a college degree. 

That's what happens when you speak the truth, but lack the credentials to be taken seriously, people underestimate your value. I don't need these people in my life. As far as I'm concerned they are not real people, and they may as well be fucking robots who exist solely to undermine your worth. So, unfortunately most of my relationships with others tend to be very superficial and I spend most of my time alone. 

Which is fine. If I could live alone in a cabin in the wilderness and never talk to another person again, as long as I had a library of books to read, I think I'd probably be fine, and would actually welcome the experience.

New YouTube Channel

So, I created a YouTube channel. I'm not at all interested in becoming a social media influencer, but was more so about having a place to store my videos, because I was running out of space. 

I won't be posting anything controversial or conspiracy theory related. It will be entirely related to fitness and exploring the outdoors. 

Eventually I'll go on some long bike rides and hikes in state parks, and the sunny desert scenery should look really good on camera. 

I will try to post at least one new video a month, but if I'm particularly active I might be able to manage one video a week. 

I did post some Amazon affiliate links, and I may post a donation button at some time, but either way, I'm doing it for the fun of it more than anything else. 

It's my second month playing tennis, in case you missed my first post about it you can read about it here, but I hadn't played for a couple weeks because the tennis court was being resurfaced. So this was my first time playing after a couple week break, and I think I'm getting better. I'm currently playing alone, hitting the ball against the wall, but I did play against one of my neighbors a few weeks ago, but forgot to move the camera, so the footage was not usable.

Anyway, this won't be becoming a tennis blog, and although I may write about it from time to time, this will most likely be the last tennis video I post here, but in case anyone is interested, just thought I'd let you know, and there will also be a link to the channel in the sidebar.

2024: A Year in Review

I've achieved my reading goal of 60 books in a year.

I've raised my VO2 MAX from Good to Excellent.  

I've managed to stay afloat economically, working from home as an independent contractor. 

Made less money than my previous W2 40 hour a week job, but made the most money I've ever made before in freelance income. Which makes me hate taxes more than I've ever hated them before. If I didn't have to pay taxes I'd be doing pretty good.

I'm not really sure what the future has in store for this blog. I'm kind of in a place where I both hate this blog and love it, but there is no doubt in my mind what I think about Google.

I'm not sure how to proceed here, you know writing a personal diary to some extent, I feel like I can't really speak my mind, which is an instinct I feel that is probably in the interest of self-preservation. You know because I'm a very honest person, but I might have a tendency of blurting out something that is best kept private. 

So, I may go in a different direction. Keeping the diary of fitness and nature exploration, but probably not posting everything that comes to mind. Maybe I'll create a separate blog for books and links.

I'd love to have a book blog even though probably no one would read it, and I'd like to create a separate link blog with no association with my identity, just because it's nice to be able to access links on different computers without needing to be logged into any accounts.

The Great Forgetting

What does Covid-19, the vaccine, and the great reset have in common? EVERYTHING.

By the way, this is completely speculative, it's just a theory. You'd have to be intuitive to fully appreciate it.

I'll never forget this documentary I watched a couple years ago during the early state of the pandemic, a video interview of a supposed Chinese whistleblower scientist, blowing the whistle about China working on an experimental drug to subdue the native population of China, to make them more compliant, but it backfired. It ended up destroying people's memories, turning them into homicidal zombies, and most of them died.

I can't link to the video because I lost the link and can't find it, but I remember it. Anyway, it occurred to me after reading and watching material that talks about a great reset that is a recurring theme in the history of our world, going back at least 5,000 years, and maybe longer, where every so many years, maybe it's a hundred years, maybe it's more, maybe it's less, but after so many years, the powers that be perform a great reset to humanity, which means people who are not in on the scam, either die, forget what happened, or disappear in some form or the other. 

What if Covid, the vaccine, chemtrails, food additives, whatever, what if it's all the same, just different doses, but the result is the same, destruction of body and mind. Of course the people in the VIP club have the antidote. Did it ever occur to you that there is an antidote, but it has nothing at all to do with the vaccines being pushed on the masses? No, that's a a secret that only secret people have access to. Just a thought. 

Perhaps this story has been told before. The difference here is what I'm saying specifically is that maybe the way great resets work is that they attack the target population with a biological warfare agent that destroys memory, and turns people into homicidal zombies, which end up self-imploding, dying, while taking out as many people as they can, much like kamikaze bombers. 

In other words, maybe every great reset involves a pandemic, which is not a naturally occurring event, but is more like a poison manufactured in a lab. 

What if that has been the case for the last 5,000 years? That maybe this happens every 100 years or so. People either die, forget, or disappear. There is no middle ground, unless you are a great actor. Which means that the survivors either fake their own deaths, pretend to forget, by appearing crazy, stupid, or senile, or they join the enemy, by making alliances with powerful people, blending in, and becoming a robot, where cognitive dissonance is the rule of the day. 

Hmm, I wonder where the Jays fit into all this. Court Jays. Perks galore. Smart. Successful. Mentally Ill. Lots of cognitive dissonance. Lots of eyes wide shut behavior among them. Yeah. We shall explore this idea more later.

Like a Phoenix

This is a very intriguing documentary. 

I'm too tired and too lazy to write a proper commentary at this time, but I just thought I would post it here, because I think it has value. 

Commentary: Coming soon?

Playing Tennis

I've never been an avid tennis player, probably only played less than a dozen times in my entire life, the past two weeks included, but I have played a lot of badminton when I was younger, it was always my favorite sport. 

Anyway, I started playing tennis again. I guess it's like riding a bike, once you learn how to ride, you never forget. 

I filmed myself. This was taken last week. It was my second time playing tennis in the past week after not playing in almost ten years.

I'm putting this up here because I've decided to become a superior Olympic level athlete. Whether that means running ultra marathons or climbing mountains or riding my bicycle around the world, I want to document the process, so I'm starting here at the beginning.

It's raw footage. Unedited. If you like tennis, you might enjoy it. If not, well, you don't have to look at it. Either way, I'm putting it up here, because I like it and will enjoy watching it again.

I'll probably edit it down to a smaller size at some point, focusing on the highlights, and maybe create a YouTube channel, but for now I post the raw unedited footage here.

The New Reality

Have you noticed that there are a lot of new YouTube videos with realistic looking people that are actually artificially generated?

And I'm not talking about movie "extras" in the background. I'm talking about the main character of the video, the main attraction, the primary protagonist, the purported YouTube channel owner taking selfies in real time. 

Yeah, I've noticed it. I'll have to put some evidence later, there's actually a huge amount of it.

What I've noticed is that they use real videos of real people engaged in real physical activities, videos that people uploaded to social media over the years, not realizing that when you upload videos of yourself to social media platforms, the website can use your data in any way it chooses, which means it used a lot of videos for training AI. 

What they do is take original videos of people engaged in action shots and they take that data and can change it, by for instance superimposing a different face on the original content body, and they can also change the background environmental footage, and they can change the script, change the voice, but really it's just a fucking fabrication of reality. 

The evidence lies in the eyes and the hands. If something on a video looks "off" with the eyes and the hands, you may be looking at an artificially created caricature of intelligence.

In most cases people have no idea that their videos have been used in this way, but there also exists a small group of social media content creators, particularly one's with a large audience and a higher net worth, have voluntarily sold their data to the highest bidder. Again, there are examples, and I'll try to post them.

The second observation I've made today is that where I live, in Southern Arizona, I've noticed that over the last couple months, there's been a major reduction of air traffic, despite living under a main flight path, and zero chemtrails, but ever since the election, it's like a switch has been flipped on, and the air traffic is back, and the chemtrails are back too.

I'm wondering if they may be dumping bird flu on everyone. Again there is evidence in support of that too. Either that or we've entered an alternate reality matrix, like some kind of wormhole, where we have entered a different dimension in time and space, and at this point we may all be time travelers in an episode of the Twilight Zone.

Progress

 

So, I finally did it. Raised my VO2 Max from 39 to 42. 

If you are younger than 30, that number probably sounds unimpressive, but I'm a bit older than that, and so for my age and gender, that's in the excellent range.

My next goal will be 45. I seek to become superior. 

Not against others though, but against my own base and inferior tendencies. 

I'm also humbled by the fact that regardless of what some chart says is in the excellent or superior range, that's just a general guideline, and there may be people significantly higher than that in the same age group or older.

I've read in some forums of peak female athletes being in their late 50s or 60s, and having a VO2 Max of 50 plus, which is higher than some males in decent shape half that age.

I'm running again, but have also taken up tennis. It's fun. I have a tennis court where I live so it makes it really convenient. But it's like now I have to buy new shoes and new clothes and it's not really in my budget. Anyway, I've filmed some of it, and eventually I will post a few highlights.

This season I'm really making a big commitment to increasing my physical fitness. Yeah, I'm still drinking beer, and smoking a lot of pot, am officially now a pothead, but I'm focused on the essentials, becoming extremely fit and going on adventures. 

It's unfortunate that I have to slave away for a living, spending a significant portion of my time engaged in activities that are not conducive to my personal happiness, and as an independent contractor with no guarantee of work, every week is full of uncertainty, but I'm making time to spend in the outdoors doing fun things that are personally enriching. 

I've got a bunch of field trips planned. Not sure if I'll be putting it on YouTube or not, but there will be some visual evidence. 

Of course the internet is dead, censorship is at an all time high, and the internet may go offline soon, possible EMP attack on the horizon, or possible fake event to erase history and keep everyone in the dark, but I'll keep going for as long as possible and hoping for the best.

Evidence of Censorship

If you search DuckDuckGo, the web browser, right now, on this day, September 24, 2024, inputting the query "effortlessflow" you get an excerpt from my post about Candace Owens, wherein the snippet of the post contains text not found anywhere on this blog.

I've never seen this before. Not in all the 15 plus years that I've been blogging here. Previously all snippets of a post only contained words scraped verbatim from this blog.

It appears that in their quest for total control and domination and censorship of all information, they are now resorting to just making stuff up. The AI bots are there as a decoy, to throw you off the scent, a scent that leads to a trail of lies, a trail of premeditated obfuscation of the truth, destruction of life, and destruction of all that is good and true and beautiful and holy.

Update: Upon closer inspection I see that the text added to the post snippet, is text that came from the video I posted, which had an overlayed message embedded in it. I don't believe it was there when I originally posted it, but nevertheless the fact that the search engine algorithm prioritized that text, and none of the actual original content from this blog, gives credence to the fact that my blog, and perhaps all blogs are being heavily censored in a way not seen before.

The Ant Attack

So I mentioned that it's been the worst summer ever, but didn't really elaborate on what I meant by that. There are several contributing factors, but I will only explore one example right now, supporting the argument of this being the worst summer ever. 

I live in a hot climate: Southern Arizona. I'm not from here, am from the Upper Midwest, but that's where I live now.

I can count on one hand the number of times I have ever been bitten by ants in the first forty years of my life. This year I have been bitten by more ants than I have ever been bitten before in all of my life. 

For most of the summers here I would wear shorts and short sleeved shirts whenever I could, but this year is the first year in my life that I have not ventured outside beyond my own front door, without wearing long pants and long sleeved shirts. You know I ride a bicycle all year-round. I'm a full-time car-free bicycle commuter. It's 100 degrees outside and I ride my bike. And yet I'm wearing long pants and long sleeves, even on cloudy days. First year ever I did that. 

It's because I'm being attacked by bugs. Mosquitos and ants, mostly. Never had a problem before. I mean, yeah, I've been bitten by mosquitos and ants before, but not like this. It's like they are vampires after my blood, and they are vicious. I wonder why?

A couple months ago, when I stepped outside in the early morning to bring my cat in, wearing sandals without socks, walked a few feet onto the lawn and literally within seconds, was immediately attacked by ants, biting my legs and feet. 

A couple weeks ago, I was sitting on the edge of my bed, and lay down on my side, and was immediately bitten on my left arm by ants. There were like over 50 little ants on my bed, and they were coming in through the wall from the electrical socket. I must have caught one hundred ants in total. They don't like peppermint oil. That's a good ant repellent. They also don't like chalk. I've lined my front door with a thick layer of chalk, one inch is not enough, need to go at least three inches. And it stopped the ants, for a couple weeks, but now they are coming through the walls, in various cracks and crevices, in different areas than before.

Today I woke up with an itchy left hand palm. Then I noticed that my entire left hand was swollen, I appear to have been bitten on my palm and the top of my left hand multiple times. I applied an ice pack and made an herbal poultice using Mullein, where I put it in a tea bag and taped it to my hand, and the swelling has come down somewhat, but it's still swollen. I showed my swollen hand to someone, and they said, oh you might have to go to the hospital.

I originally thought it was a mosquito bite, but now I'm not sure, because I have found multiple ants in the middle of my floor a few hours later. I have also been bit on my face, even when I was wearing shorts and a tank top inside, and have also been bitten on the bottom of my left foot as well.

I'm seriously contemplating setting up my tent in my room, in place of my bed, and sleeping in it, to be protected by the mosquito netting. Because this has never happened before. I've never been bothered by bugs as much as I have been in the past few months, and I'm thinking it's because the blood supply is now contaminated, and the bugs are sensing that my blood is healthier for their survival.

The Narrative

Jews, Jews, Jews, love them, or hate them, they are here to stay, whether you like it or not; sometimes playing the victim, and collecting the check, and sometimes playing the victor, and collecting the check.

If you examine the historical record you will see that antisemitism has been a recurring theme throughout the ages. It never goes away, and it never seems to end. What is it about these people that generates such profound hatred and mistrust, a recurring theme repeating itself every century and in almost every country for thousands of years? 

It's not an isolated incident. It's not something that originated in WWII with the Nazis, it's been an issue since the beginning of time. 

I'm not sure I believe that all Jays are evil, but I'm thinking there is a small segment of Jays working for evil purposes, who are probably willing to sacrifice their fellow Jays who have done nothing wrong, in order to further their objective. And I think this has been going on for a long time. That there probably have been multiple holocausts, and every time, you will find Jays implicated in allowing it to happen, and perhaps were even masterminds of it, simply because they view it as a means to an end, and therefore feel justified in doing it. 

These Weinstein guys keep showing up everywhere. It's like they know something, and are privy to some high level insider information that they keep wanting to share. 

Should we believe it? I'm not sure, but I think it's probably useful to be aware of it. Also, this Candace Owens, I like her, even though she's probably what they call "controlled opposition". She's probably an actor, a good one though, and she's married to a British lord. Hmm, a black American actress married to a Royal. Who else comes to mind? Um, Prince Harry? Which in itself is very suspect. It's like a rich white aristocrat married a Jew, and it was a match made in heaven. Ever since it's been a war against the poor, and that mean's it's a war against 99 percent of all humanity.

Here are the videos to watch: 

1) Eric Weinstein.  

2) Bret Weinstein. 

Video highlights: ALERT: The mRNA Vaccines Contained A Secret Weapon of Mass Depopulation For Globalists To Trigger At Will - Top Scientists Warn

3) Candace Owens. 

YouTube Channel Coming Soon?

So, it's been awhile. I just haven't felt like writing anything here. I typically don't write my posts in advance, I just do it live, on the fly. Where I just sit down and write in the Blogger editor, sort of stream of consciousness style, only editing for clarity and punctuation, and that's about it.

Usually I have some underlying idea, something I feel emotionally compelled to get off my chest, or something I did or plan to do, but a lot of times I just figure it out as I go along. 

It's been a really unpleasant summer. Probably one of the worst ones ever. I've been really hot and uncomfortable much of the time, even with the air conditioner running and fans on me. Haven't been sleeping well either, although some days are better than others. And I haven't been exercising much, only because it's been too hot to exercise. But I ride my bike to the store, once or twice a week, and ride fast, so still have some fitness, I'm not completely out of shape, but I was definitely in better shape four months ago, so have to get back to it, going on some long bike rides and long hikes off the beaten path and hopefully some solo camping trips.

I'm really thinking about possibly starting a YouTube channel, and going on some adventures and recording it. I just don't want to show my face, or have my voice recorded, which makes the whole thing slightly complicated, but we'll see what can be done to make it work. 

I'm thinking like a reboot of the adventure scout idea. You know I used to have a blog that was sort of a travel blog, but more so just about outdoor activities, day trips, and nature photography. I'd go on a walk or bike ride and I'd write about it and post pictures. I posted some of it here, but mostly it was on the other site, which has long since been deleted, and mostly forgotten about, and I don't even think there is a cached page of it anywhere.

Well, I'd like to do that again, but instead of taking pictures, I'd film it with an action camera. I feel compelled to become an amateur archeologist and investigative journalist and adventure tour guide. I think it would motivate me to go on all sorts of adventures that I wouldn't go on otherwise. After all I do live in a tourist town, with a lot of interesting outdoor scenic attractions, many I've never even been to before despite living here for years. Like the zoo. I've never been to the zoo here before, even though I used to go to the zoo all the time in my hometown when I was a kid. There's also several parks I haven't been to. So, I'd really like to do that, go on some adventures, hiking, biking, longboarding, running, maybe even go on a trip outside of the city, and filming it but without actually recording myself speak.

You see that's the thing. I want complete creative freedom to express myself, but I'm also aware that in this age of heightened censorship, AI deepfake technology, and the prospect of identity theft, I also don't want to completely lose the protection of anonymity. You know do I use my real name? Do I use a pseudonym? Do I show my face, do I speak? Because once you go public you can't really take it back.

Anyway, besides wanting a reason to go on some local adventures, once the weather cools off a little more, there's several personal achievements I'd like to accomplish. You know mostly athletic, such as run three miles in 30 minutes or less. Ride my bike 100 miles in one day. Stuff like that. If I have an action camera, and a YouTube channel, it might just give me the motivation to accomplish some of these personal goals. Again have to find a balance between how much to share and how much to keep private. 

I still plan on creating a website eventually, but since I haven't really been writing much, it just doesn't make sense to spend all that money setting it up, if I'm not ready to give it my full commitment.