Zika head

So, I finally finished reading Journeys Out of the Body by Robert Monroe.  It's triggered all sorts of memories. Like when I was in high school, I was really into reading about lucid dreaming and out of body experiences, because I've always had vivid dreams, and still to this day remember dreams I had in my childhood forty years ago.

At one point I actually considered attending the Esalen Institute. Glad I didn't though, because it's a fucking cult, and a recruitment channel into other nefarious activities, much like the Freemasons and the Church of Scientology. 

Anyway,  as a child I had dreams of flying, dreams of jumping with legs like rubber bands, dreams of floating up into outer space and viewing the constellations up close. Yeah, I've probably been traveling outside of my body for most of my life. 

The point I'd like to highlight though is a part of the book toward the end when the author talked about experimenting with inhalants, such as ether and nitrious oxide, used in the context of facilitating out of body experiences. He mentioned an example of people being employed on gasoline tanker ships, who became addicted to getting high off the fumes. Much like winos, they'd be found passed out next to the gasoline storage tanks after a long night of huffing. I had never heard of that before. It never occurred to me that some people employed in certain industries where they are exposed to toxic chemicals, may actually be enjoying the experience, and are there specifically for it, where they perceive it as a job perk, even though it's causing irreversible brain damage and killing most of them prematurely with cancer.

It reminded me of where I live, where currently all of the maintenance men are Hispanic, and English is not their first language. The painters, the carpet layers, the landscapers, and the people who resurfaced the tennis court, none of them in all the years I've lived here has ever visibly worn any personal protective gear, such as respirator, ear plugs, eye protection, etc., when dealing with volatile chemicals, toxic fumes, paints, solvents, etc.. 

And when I first noticed it, I was like these people are fucking dumb. Dumb Mexicans. They're retarded zikaheads. But then I thought maybe they are exploited. You know hired for the job but never warned about its dangers. If they were given the accurate information, surely they'd care, and do the right thing.

Well, that might be true for some, but unfortunately around here is not true for most. I'm finding that many of them actually like breathing in the fumes, and it's probably the highlight of their day. The landscapers running leaf blowers for hours at a time, not because they are actually doing anything useful, and not because they are just going through motions of working, but actually they are intentionally getting high off the fumes.

For example, I've seen the maintenance man repeatedly painting the same flag pole, not because it needs to be done, not because he is just killing time at the end of his shift, but because he's getting high off the fumes. There's no other explanation. I've seen it in their eyes. The forever smile, the eyes that always sparkle. You ask them a question requiring reasoning, and they just laugh, and act like it's something that only they know,  and is outside your understanding. Those are the eyes of the Mexican man addicted to huffing solvents and paint.

The Mexicans resurfacing the tennis court where I live, I watched them near the end, lying directly on the court, literally lying on their backs, laughing and smiling like little boys, even though they were probably in their 20s or 30s, high out of their minds off of the volatile chemicals. And it's something they do on a daily basis. I wonder how many IQ points drop per year of doing that? No wonder Mexicans have a reputation for being lazy and stupid, if anyone of any race huffed enough toxic fumes you'd be a brain damaged Zika head too.

Death Cult

 

This guy in the picture above, really does look like a Nazi, but ironically he also looks like an Israeli storm trooper. 

What's weird about it is that if he was a black or brown guy, most people would think he looked like a gang member, or a terrorist, but because he's a white guy, most people don't see that. 

Just saying, tattoos are not a good look, regardless of your intentions.

I never really thought about it before, but an upside down cross sure does look a lot like a sword. And doesn't an upside down cross represent satanism? 

Honestly, I've never liked the cross as a religious symbol. I never worshiped the image of Jesus dying on the cross either. Like not to discredit the message of Jesus, but worshiping the cross he supposedly died on seems sickly perverse. It's like a fucking death cult, and I don't think that's what it was originally about.

Anyway, it's probably all theater. These are all actors. I didn't vote for Trump, even though I was definitely leaning toward Trump. I didn't vote for Biden or Harris either. They are both members of a sick cult, and I don't want any part of either one of them. 

The Genocide of Trees

These old ones that dwell upon us, who live for 100 to 1000 years,  much like the ancient Saguaro cactus. Who has forgotten the memory of the Sycamore tree, the glorious white barked tree that holds the mystery of the old world, much like a weeping willow? 

Well, this apartment complex nearby where I live, just chopped down all their fucking trees. We're talking trees that are like over 100 years old, over a dozen of them, and there was nothing wrong with them. I wonder why?

Well, apparently the people here in this city in which I live are at war against the trees, but really most of the common people are completely unaware of it, because they are asleep and cannot be held accountable for their incompetence, because they are completely out of their minds. Meanwhile the real perpetrators are invisible, and act very much like foreign diplomats with international immunity.

The travesty has happened. You can call it a genocide, a massacre of Ancient Wisdom, like Avatar, all the trees are connected, and these were old trees all killed at the same time. That's what it is, and I am probably one the very few people here who have noticed that it is happening. 

These are some pictures from an apartment complex that I walk by sometimes. I don't live there but I walk by there and it use to to be very nice, a park like atmosphere, full of well established sycamore trees, but for some reason the apartment complex decided to chop them all down within the last two weeks, destroying perfectly healthy Sycamore trees that have been here for more than a hundred years. 

So, I walked around and photographed the tree stumps. I'm using a generic camera, so if things look a little weird, that's why. I probably should have gotten a Go Pro. I also wish I would have gotten a good Nikon or Cannon camera with extended telephoto lens, but I've completely run out of money now, so making the best of what I have. 

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This final picture of myself, you must understand, is not a hunter posing in front of a trophy kill, but rather of an investigative journalist attending a funeral, exposing the crime of illegal poaching of an endangered species. It is not a time of celebration, but a time of mourning.

Journeys Out of the Body

So, I started reading this book that's been on my radar for a few years now, about astral travel and out of body experiences. It's called "Journeys Out of the Body" by Robert A. Malone. 

Its primary thesis is that every living human being, besides having a physical body, also has a second non-material body, existing in the ethereal dimension of dreams. When you go to sleep, sometimes you are not just dreaming, you are actually traveling to real places in your sleep. Meaning, it's not imaginary, but is quite real. Except that when you travel this way you're like a ghost, and most people can't see you, but at the same time you might also see and interact with dead people, and with non-human entities as well. Also, when you go to sleep and travel outside of your body, you may travel to other planets and other dimensions, and may even travel backwards and forwards in time.

Reading this book reminded me of myself as a teenager in the 1990s, and how at the time I was obsessed with supernatural phenomena, ESP, time travel, parallel universes, the quest for immortality, and the ascension into higher realms and higher states of consciousness. I remember being 14 years old and discovering the authors Hermann Hesse and Carlos Castaneda, and the subjects of astral projection, lucid dreaming, and shamanism.

I haven't really thought about it for awhile, but there was a time in my youth in which I was a serious seeker. But somehow the responsibilities of adulthood have caused me to forget. Anyway, I'm reading this book, which narrates events that happened in my grandparents era, that of the 1940s to 1960s, about a man documenting the process of experimenting with astral travel to other dimensions in time and space. 

I woke up this morning too early. Like I'd been asleep for less than four hours, but I couldn't get back to sleep, so I read my book for a few minutes, and then shortly later went back to sleep, in which I dreamt of speaking face to face with an elderly white bald man without eyes, but having scars where the eyes should be, and all that existed to see was a small red slot over a scarred eye socket in which I stared intently into. I communicated with this man briefly, in which he told me that he knew the secrets for traveling to other worlds, and asked if I was there to learn them. 

I woke up, having no memory of anything else, but I think it will be something that I will explore further.

Hiking in Desert Washes, Introduction

So, I put a new video up on YouTube. So far, I have put two videos of me playing tennis, but I would like to do more travel videos. Right now I'm having fun hiking in desert washes.

It was very windy that day. It was, after all, Saint Patrick's Day, a day when the tricksters like to play. It sounds even louder on camera than it did in person, but it was in fact very noisy, very loud, and somewhat disorientating. I would say that the windy conditions were somewhat unusual, not something that happens very often. I was protected by my hoodie and mirrored glacier sunglasses though. That's why I was having fun, because I was protected, much like a traveler on another planet wearing a specialized space suit. 

Overall, I would say it was a good experience, and if you would like to see a glimpse of what I saw, the link is posted above.

Marching On

I need to probably have only one computer, only one interface, and only one primary recorder of reality. It would make my attempt at investigative journalism so much easier. 

Instead, I'm like going back and forth between work computer, personal computer, and computer for just watching movies and playing games, but then when you see something great that triggers a spontaneous insight that may not be on a channel optimized for recording, you just might miss some extremely valuable content. 

Anyway, some notes that I have transcribed here, based on the input from another machine, that I unfortunately was not able to take a screenshot of.

"You could blink your eyes and literally be transported into another world. Outwardly everything appears the same, but the people are different."

A spontaneous insight based on a recollection of events after having shopped at a store earlier today.

Also, I have uploaded a new video on my YouTube Tennis channel. I will probably be putting up some new content related to "Learning to Play the Ukulele". Also, most likely will be creating an Internet Archive account, becoming an archivist, very soon, and hopefully updating my "Unlisted Books" page as well.

Health and Light

 

So, apparently Trump has signed an Executive Order making incandescent light bulbs legal again. 

This is great! I won't go into the specifics of why this is great, other than simply stating that incandescent light bulbs are significantly healthier than LED computer chip based light bulbs, but this video I'm posting a link to below does a great job in explaining why. 

It's a great channel. This guy is my new teacher, and I will be studying his videos, and reading every single book he recommends. 

(Update: November 15, 2025. This guy has been an inspiration. Thank you kindly for the good quality book recommendations, and the helpful  insights about the healing power of the sun and the adverse health effects from LED lights, but I can not in good conscience recommend this guy anymore. Anyone who says that parasites are good and raw meat is healthy is not someone I could ever support.)

Based on his recommendation I'm going to start taking iodine supplements ( I hear Lugols is good). I'm going to buy some incandescent light bulbs, because I honestly didn't even know they were legalized again before I watched this video, and I'm going to get rid of my LED lamps, and go back to incandescent.

Video credit: Cultivate Elevate

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozInNWf0cD0

Also: I discovered this channel via https://xcancel.com/RedpillDrifter

Book credit:  Health and Light: The extraordinary Study that Shows How light Affects Your Health and emotional well being. Author: John Nash Ott. 

Description: "The story of John Ott's discovery of the role light plays in sustaining physical health is one of the true scientific breakthroughs of the last half century. It is the story of an observant, intelligent man who acted upon his observations and then supported them with scientific exploration. Health and Light has led many people to a greater understanding of the subtle role light plays in maintaining physical and emotional health."

Thank you so much. 

Adventure Awaits

I'm not sure how much longer I'll keep this current blog template, but I kind of like the fact that the pictures I post are displayed very large as a placeholder introducing my most recent post (which is something you only see from the perspective of the homepage, not the individual post itself).

So, I'm kind of like focusing on the picture as being an important part of the post, having like value independent from the words written. It's like secret clues to a puzzle for you to follow if you are interested in digging deeper.

Anyway, I'm finding that the best pictures are not currently indexed by Google or any other search engine. They are pictures and diagrams from real physical books that have never been indexed, and more importantly they are the pictures from real life often captured by videos posted on YouTube, or elsewhere, which contain important clips, much like clues not intended to be the primary focus of the video, but are there like gold for anyone with an ultra observant and discerning mind recognizing the wealth of information available to being captured by a simple screenshot.

So, I'm going to do that more often, when I'm watching videos, I'm going to be especially alert to anything strange or noteworthy, especially things that are not planted or set up, but things captured inadvertently in the background, meaning that the person filming maybe never even noticed it, and never grasped the significance of what they were seeing, and never even intended to draw attention to it, but it just happened to be in the background of what they were filming. 

Here's an example: 

 

This is from a guy doing a hike around Yuma, Arizona. As soon as I saw this, I thought this rock formation in the distance looked like some kind of deteriorating megalithic monument from a bygone age, perhaps the geological remnants of an advanced civilization that once existed in North America, but which has had almost all traces of its existence wiped clean from the history books.

Anyway, if you screen capture shots like this, it's helpful to also screenshot the source material, meaning the channel name, timestamp, and description, as it is helpful for anyone wanting to research it further, so that they can refer to the original source material. 

I live in the Southwest, so I'm planning on doing some hikes soon, and will be filming it and attempting to find some spots like this, which I know for a fact exist in abundance. It'll be fun. You'll see.

Health Report

Where to begin?

I've had a mysterious rash appear on my body. I have a weird rash on my eyelid, with itchy peeling skin, it's been going on for like 5 days now, which has been driving me crazy, and I have three bites on the back of my neck, which are extremely itchy, and bites on my knuckles and my wrist.

I have no idea how I got it. I don't engage in any risky behaviors. I maintain good hygiene, have a good diet, don't go to parties, don't eat in restaurants, or stay in hotels, and the few people that I do socialize with I socialize with outdoors. I also work from home, so don't have a lot close contact in an indoor setting with other people.

I mention this because it might become a trend. Meaning, people might start coming down with mysterious rashes on their bodies.

It's possible I'm experiencing it early. Just like with Covid. I had what I considered at the time to be a mysterious virus, involving major sinus problems in the preceding two years before the official declaration of the pandemic. I may not have written about it here, because it wasn't like majorly interfering with my life, I could still work, and enjoy living, but I was feeling uncomfortable, not my ideal self. It was just somewhere around 2018 to 2020, I remember experiencing frequent sinus problems and headaches which at the time I attributed to my work environment, working under artificial lights, and looking at screens all day, in a call center environment, but now I'm not sure if that was really the cause. Then Covid hits, and other than getting really sick twice, in a period of two years,  during the pandemic, I have not gotten sick since (sick sense, six sense). 

I don't know what it means, but it could mean that I am ultra sensitive and I can feel things going wrong before they manifest in physical reality. 

So, as a good scout, I am reporting what is happening right now where I live in real time.

Eyesight, Foresight, and Dreams Remembered

 

It's very interesting that with some people if you say something positive about yourself that sets you apart from others, there are some people that will say that you are bragging, and will immediately dismiss you and undermine your worth.

It's so fucking odd. It's like imagine most people are sick, and you pronounce yourself to be healthy, there are actually real people in this world that will criticize you and will call you vain and narcissistic and stupid, simply because you are describing a reality that they are incapable of seeing. 

I've always had superior eyesight. When I was in high school and taking drivers education class, I had my eyesight officially tested and I tested at 20/10 vision. Which at the time I knew was very good, but had no idea exactly how good it was, like it's very rare, it's like the best eyesight in the world. My mother fed me a lot of carrots in my youth. Like when I was a kid, I ate carrots at every meal, and this went on for like at least 20 fucking years. 

I'm an honest person. Okay, and I'm also a good person. I'm not out for personal gain, I'm not about destroying people to make myself look better. I'm not someone who is out there trying to profit off of other people's misfortune. I'm someone who wants everyone to be happy and wants each and every single person to be the best that they can be. 

Anyway, I've always had superior vision. And I've always remembered my dreams. Believe it or not, there are some people in this world who go to sleep each night and never remember there dreams. I'm not one of them. I remember dreams I had when I was a little kid. Okay. Anyway, I'm going to get my eyesight tested again and I will post the results here.

January End of Month Update

So, I haven't been posting here because I've been under a substantial amount of stress and didn't really feel like writing about it. 

We have a new president, not the source of my stress, but just thought I'd mention it.

Yes, I am an American, in case you didn't know. Anyway, I didn't vote in this election, because honestly I didn't support either candidate, but definitely was leaning more towards Trump. And everything he's done so far in the first few days he's been in office has been great in my opinion, such as mass deportation of illegal aliens, especially those with criminal histories, and the declassification of JFK, RFK, MLK, etc., (weird how that reads similar to the KKK), and there was some speculation that there will be a declassification of 9/11 as well, but I doubt that will happen, because if they did, they'd have to declare war on ISRAEL, and I don't see that happening anytime soon, so instead most of the documents released will be heavily sanitized, blacked out and redacted to the point of being almost completely useless. 

I'm also aware that for everything good he has done, there is much bad he is capable of doing, and it looks like he will be the one that will usher in the New World Order. Digital currency. Microchip implants. One World Government.

I'm not going to write about that to prove my case, but this infographic speaks volumes. 

Yeah, I don't socialize with many people. Although I do appear to be a relatively normal person, I'm clean, healthy, responsible, somewhat good looking and personable, even my ultra extroverted grandmother commented on me being very personable and friendly, and she wasn't a bullshiter, but my beliefs are definitely outside of the mainstream. 

I find that when I communicate with people, whether online or in person, and I speak truthfully from the heart, I find that I have nothing in common with most people, and I am often dismissed as being an uneducated fool. That's why I tend to avoid discussing my vaccination status with others, because most people think if you are unvaccinated or against vaccinations in general it means  you are an idiot. If you talk about the validity of chemtrails you are branded an idiot. If you talk about the harmful effects of 5G and fluoride in the water, you are considered an idiot, especially if you have those beliefs while also at the same time lacking a college degree. 

That's what happens when you speak the truth, but lack the credentials to be taken seriously, people underestimate your value. I don't need these people in my life. As far as I'm concerned they are not real people, and they may as well be fucking robots who exist solely to undermine your worth. So, unfortunately most of my relationships with others tend to be very superficial and I spend most of my time alone. 

Which is fine. If I could live alone in a cabin in the wilderness and never talk to another person again, as long as I had a library of books to read, I think I'd probably be fine, and would actually welcome the experience.

New YouTube Channel

So, I created a YouTube channel. I'm not at all interested in becoming a social media influencer, but was more so about having a place to store my videos, because I was running out of space. 

I won't be posting anything controversial or conspiracy theory related. It will be entirely related to fitness and exploring the outdoors. 

Eventually I'll go on some long bike rides and hikes in state parks, and the sunny desert scenery should look really good on camera. 

I will try to post at least one new video a month, but if I'm particularly active I might be able to manage one video a week. 

I did post some Amazon affiliate links, and I may post a donation button at some time, but either way, I'm doing it for the fun of it more than anything else. 

It's my second month playing tennis, in case you missed my first post about it you can read about it here, but I hadn't played for a couple weeks because the tennis court was being resurfaced. So this was my first time playing after a couple week break, and I think I'm getting better. I'm currently playing alone, hitting the ball against the wall, but I did play against one of my neighbors a few weeks ago, but forgot to move the camera, so the footage was not usable.

Anyway, this won't be becoming a tennis blog, and although I may write about it from time to time, this will most likely be the last tennis video I post here, but in case anyone is interested, just thought I'd let you know, and there will also be a link to the channel in the sidebar.

2024: A Year in Review

I've achieved my reading goal of 60 books in a year.

I've raised my VO2 MAX from Good to Excellent.  

I've managed to stay afloat economically, working from home as an independent contractor. 

Made less money than my previous W2 40 hour a week job, but made the most money I've ever made before in freelance income. Which makes me hate taxes more than I've ever hated them before. If I didn't have to pay taxes I'd be doing pretty good.

I'm not really sure what the future has in store for this blog. I'm kind of in a place where I both hate this blog and love it, but there is no doubt in my mind what I think about Google.

I'm not sure how to proceed here, you know writing a personal diary to some extent, I feel like I can't really speak my mind, which is an instinct I feel that is probably in the interest of self-preservation. You know because I'm a very honest person, but I might have a tendency of blurting out something that is best kept private. 

So, I may go in a different direction. Keeping the diary of fitness and nature exploration, but probably not posting everything that comes to mind. Maybe I'll create a separate blog for books and links.

I'd love to have a book blog even though probably no one would read it, and I'd like to create a separate link blog with no association with my identity, just because it's nice to be able to access links on different computers without needing to be logged into any accounts.